Some days I look like I am crushed, and banged-up.
While other days I look like a victorious Mighty Warrior.
Yet both times I stand firm, a Overcomer through Christ.
For its not me that is the overcomer but my Awesome God.
Whom came down from heaven to share my body with me.
Together we become one spirit,  sharing the same body.
He protects me fro all harm, he is my comforter here.

Normal is overrated, too many people are normal.
I on the other hand would rather be extraordinary.
Because by this I know the true Living God name Jesus.
He gives us his Spirit to dwell within us to help us.
To overcome the things that comes against us here.
The power of the Holy Spirit is quite extraordinary.
To overcome this word, the Holy Spirit will protect us.
The Holy Spirit also will show the world Christ.
Through us so that they shall have no excuse on Judgement day.

Compassion means that you realize this world does not evolve around you.
That we do not always know the struggles that others are dealing with now.
That Christ had came to save the Lost for the righteous did not need saving .
Which means a lot of times that in their own mind they did not need saving.
Because they look down on the others just like the pharisees did in Jesus time.
But the fact of the matter we all need Christ saving grace and mercies as well.
So I shall worship the only one that can save me from my sins and myself.
For just like a lot of people I can be at times, my own worst enemy.

When you finally grasp the spiritual warfare tactics of the evil one.
When you finally take back control over your own mind and keep it.
When you finally realize where the true war is happening at .
When you finally allow Gods word to soothe and control your mind.
Then you shall become a victorious spiritual warrior for our God.
So many people whom walk around clueless to what is happening.
But there is a battle ragging in each of our minds every single day.
We have to decide on whom are we giving control of our minds to.
Are we going to give our thoughts to Jesus or the **** satan.

To thirst for his righteousness, is the only way to be.
To live a life fully commented to the only true God.
To live a life thirsting to reveal Christ within you.
By loving others , no matter how difficult it can be.
Because he loves us unconditionally so we do the same.
To live a righteous life, with Christ strengthening us.
Because only by allowing him to transform us.
Will people see his spirit with us, transforming us.

Lay down all of your struggles, at the foot of the cross.
For Christ shall help you , he will become your strength.
Giving you the power to overcome every single struggle.
He wants you to relie on him, to trust him completely.
He shall not only guard you, but give you the power.
To overcome them through his Spirit the Holy Spirit.
For he loves you unconditionally , so trust him alone.

I am not perfect, but I am whom Christ created me to be.
I am not the greatest man nor the best writter in the world.
But I am the best at being me Eddie Starr whom loves God.
For whomever you are you are the best person that you are.
For we are all different with our unique gifts and talents.
No two people are exactly the same , we were created that way.
For we all have different purposes to fulfill here on the earth.

There is no hope in this worldly living world.
Just doom, depression, and selfish behavior.
There is no such thing as truly living in this life.
For worldly living will bring nothing but doom.
For the evil **** phony god of this world.
Wants nothing but to destroy every person.
But the only Hope has paid the price for our freedom.
So working through our doubts and frustrations.
Knowing that Christ is our only hope at joy.
For our hope is not on this world but on heaven.

I at times can barely see, my life has become painful too.
Still I know that you have still rescue me in these times.
Drowning, barely can hold my head above the waters.
Still even though at times the sufferings are overwhelming.
Still I am standing, overcoming in this life that we live.
For it does not matter where we are at nor the situations.
For you are still God, redeeming your people no matter what.
This is why our Hope is in you, because you are the situation changer.
You are our life changer as well, cause you are our only Hope.

I felt storms in my life, I guess this is to make me stronger.
I never felt the calmness in my life just storms that keep appearing.
I would love to feel the peace at least for one season in this life.
But I know that Christ has a plan and I do want to help others.
I figure maybe God wants me to lead others out of these storms.
I know that he has strengthen those all of these storms in my life.
I am grateful that he has strengthen me the way that he has.
For I know that there are alot of people that needs him now too.
I want to help them to be led out of the storms that they are in too.

I am free , because you have delivered me from sin.
This freedom is fantastic, I praise you for everything.
For the strength that you have empowered me with.
Though the Holy Spirit which is within me Lord.
You have empower us with so much, of your gifts.
In turn people shall see you within us daily Lord.
The testimonies are another gift you have empower us with.
Each trial that we go through will only make us stronger.
At the same point we are still living because of your protection.

I know that at times , like a lot of people, I think way too much.
I also came to the conclusion that there is a time think and a time to act.
I also know that at other times, instead of thinking things through.
I have reacted on the assumption that I was leaping with Gods faith.
So really there are three types of people the thinkers, doers, and the God trusting ones.
So I rather stay the third one, that just jump out in Faith for Gods will to be done.
For those are thje ones that Christ has their backs every time they leap.

Storms may come and go but it is by Christ strength that we overcome.
Christ is our ship and his strength is our sail, he shall see us through it.
But first of all we need to trust him and know that he is there for us.
So when fear starts to overcome us we need to pray to him for help.
But even when we are doing good we need to pray to him then too.
For he is not a genie but a living Savior and God whom loves us much.
We need to have a very personal relationship with him every day.
Not just when we are having a bad time but every single day we live.

Sometimes Christ will allow situations, to occur to bring healing.
It may not feel like God because we do not want to admit that it might be him.
But Christ will do the tough love thing when it involves our salvation.
At first it might be very uncomfortable, it might even hurt at first.
But in the end, if it came from God there shall be growth even healing.
So trust in him, for Christ only desire is to work his salvation into us.
In the very end, when he says welcome home child it shall be so worth it.
For to be one of his people is a huge honor, to be welcome home by him too.

When you allow Christ do clean house inside of you.
He shall work within you miracles, healing , and deliverance.
For he wants the world to see him within us all.
Thus giving him, not us the glory for them all.
For he will do a work like nothing that we could do on our own.
For then he shall raise us up so the world will see us overcoming.
Thus praising his worthy, Holy, Glorious and Mighty Name.

God has a dream for each and everyone of us to receive from him.
Christ has a purpose for each and everyone of us his people.
This purpose is different then the dream that he has for us.
Christ has gifts for each and everyone of us his loving people.
For Christ has so much love for us his people in this world.
He has so much to give and to share with us all whom are trying to draw to him.
For he shall not give up on us whom really are drawing to him our God.

We whom are Spiritual beings being trapped in our physical bodies.
Having an Savior that truly cares for each and everyone of us his sheep.
Enduring each and every hardship that we go through revealing God.
When we overcome these obstacles with the Holy Spirit help.
For it is by Christ grace alone that we are overcomes through him.
For I am nothing but a weak child without my God strength within me.
Because without the Holy Spirit I am just as weak and fragile as anyone else.

No longer am I living in hopelessness any longer.
For my Savior dwells within me, restoring me,
Into the Life that he created me to live in.
For Christ has save and rescue me filling the void.
That was missing in my life, now he reigns in me.
Through the Holy Spirit which he gave unto me.
The Spirit becomes one with my own spirit.
Training, delivering, healing, and restoring me.
So that I may become fit to be with my Lord and God.

When all is said and done, do we end the day trusting in Christ.
Or do we end the day with more fears controlling our thoughts.
In the mind set , do we trust Christ or do we want to be in charge.
For only Christ knows the outcome of every one of our trials.
So once we start to realize the scope of Christ knowledge.
Then we will start to lay more and more things in his lap.
For him to handle, for he is by far wiser then us all.

How many times I want to do good, but struggle with my sinful nature.
How many times I struggle with other people whom seem to be super bless.
While it seem my whole life is always a struggle , even the most simplest.
Most simplest of things seem to be a struggle like turning on a phone.
While the the most evilest professing to know God has everything so easy.
It seems I get spiritually attack at every turn that I make in this life.
I  desperately want everyone to repent, and go to heaven as well.

Christ has transform us into living Miracles.
All of the things that we have gone through.
To come out stronger, not being destroyed.
For many people have been destroyed by less.
Destroying themselves instead of persevering.
Which is what Christ has called us to do trust him.
Not give up on this life become overcomers here.
To not allow the evil one to deceive you into destruction.
But to stand firm and fast, to become overcomers in life.

I hate not being able to cry, the tears are building up.
My heart is broken, the struggles and the pain are real.
Each time that I try to cry, something  holds me from crying.
If my tears could freely flow out they would be over- flooding.
But I  guess today is not the day that they will begin to flood.
Only Christ will know when they will start to over- flood.
But its clear that today is not that day of over- flooding tears.

Forgetting our past and mistakes to move forward.
Into the relationship with our Lord and Savior Jesus.
Thus accepting that we are a new creation through Christ.
Whom was raise from the dead over 2000 years ago.
Being a sinless man , he accepted the role of a sinless sacrifice.
So that we whom put our faith in him shall be saved.
Then on the day of resurrection, we too may join him in heaven.
As a sinless people, we shall worship him and our Heavenly Father.

I owe you my Life, world and everything else Lord.
For through this hurt, suffering, I still am standing.
Overcoming, because you O God are my strength.
I am but a lost sail ship which is lost in the storm of life.
But you have not only rescue me but restore me as well.
For through the pain, you are still in control of my life.
Throughout my life, you have reveal yourself to me.
Showing me things, that only you could have done.
Saving me from death and many other sadden things.

Hurting, broken but still living life through Christ,
Struggling with pain, yet still living a life worth living.
I know that at times , I want to go and hide somewhere.
At times I may even plead for this life to be over with.
But its not my decision to make  , its only Gods will.
So I stick it , waiting for storm to disappear from me.
Still I know that Christ knows everything about us.
So I shall trust in him, for he knows our ending too.

Its best not to judge others until you see their  heart conditions.
Because most of the time its more a heart thing then anything else.
For in reality only Christ can see their heart, so only he can judge.
For his judgment is right, because he see everything in the person.
So only he can send us to either heaven or hell in the end.
So we must lay our judgments down at the bottom of the cross.
Whenever someone wrongs us, we need for Christ to help us.
To learn to forgive that person to give them the grace that we receive.
For Christ has given us plenty of grace in our live already.

A true woman of God is the greatest gift from Christ to us men.
She is blessing to everybody that has a encounter with them.
She is a Jewel, a diamond in the works, more valuable then money.
More precious then any Jewels that you shall ever come into contact with.
With her, you are more blessed then Solomon, whom was King.
She was created an Helper to the blessed man that she becomes his wife.
So accept her for whom she is a very valuable Gift from Jesus.
Whatever you do it is wise to never hurt your Precious Jewel, she shall shine drawing many to her.
For she has Christ Spirit within her guiding her through life.
In reality she is drawing them all to her Savior the Living Christ.

In King David lifetime Christ and the Father protected him.
Still today God the Father and son are at work protecting.
The people that love them whole- heartily in everything they do.
David psalms 91 is still being seen in today's people of God.
You hear of people being hit by cars while walking  across the street .
Yet they are still alive to tell others of Christ miracle saves.
Thousand will fall at your side, and ten thousand fall at your right hand.
But it shall not come near you, only with your eyes shall you look.
See reward for the wicked.

O Lord Jesus,  you are the beginning and end.
You have map out each of our lives completely.
For you know our every move before we do them.
You whom walk on water while you lived on the earth.
You O Lord whom spoke everything into existence
You whom was born , so that you could give your life.
On the cross that you could take our sins upon you.
Then raise up again back to life, so that we can be rescued.
From a life that is destine for eternal damnation away from you.

I am not ashamed at being needy, I use to be because I was looking at it wrong.
I am needy because Christ place me that way so that I would need him.
But I was focus on people fulfilling the needs that belong to God alone.
So after putting things into the right perspectives my attitude change.
For it was place in me to be needy so that I would need Jesus.
Every minute of every day and need to stay focus on him alone.
I focus wanting to be married to that special woman that I would need desperately.
But it was suppose to be Christ my God that I need that desperately.
I needed friends in my life to  spend time with when it was suppose to be Gods place.

Even while I hurt, I know that you are in control.
Even after I mess up, I know that you are in control.
Even while I am alone, living with loneliness.
I know that you are still in control of my life here.
Nothing happens that surprises you, for you know everything.
Nothing catches you off guard, for you are the Perfect God.
Thus I shall bow down to you and worship you God.

Your Faithfulness is renown, its perfect in every way.
Your love is unconditional, freely given to everyone.
Your blessings are super awesome and well needed.
I am so blessed by you my perfect Savior Jesus, thanks.
For I act like a stiff neck person at times but you still love me.
I see your handiwork in my life, every day I see your protection.
I see your faithfulness in every single situation in my life.
So I will sing , praise you for it, I will let the world know about you.

Receipe to becoming an excellent poet.
Memories and wisdom are two main ingredients.
Healing, Joy, and Tears and Laughter as well.
Mix them all together with pain and suffering.
To bring out the beauty in the poems is best to do.
For a medium poet becomes excellent through pain.
The main ingredient is  Lord Jesus the chef.

No matter what you are going through, nor what your faith is.
No matter what you have done or who you are seeing .
Christ loves you, and so do I , you are someone special.
For Christ created you out of nothing into someone special.
He has given you a chance at becoming a lantern for others.
A brilliant light to guide the wearily to safe harbor home.
We all have that chance to not become a Light but a Lantern.
To lead the Lost travelers to a safe haven place in Christ Jesus.
To save them from drowning in the emptiness of death in h3ll.

I am broken, its through my brokenness that I see God.
It through my brokenness that I gain compassion for the hurting.
It is through my brokenness that my humanity is revealed.
For if I was a perfect and sinless I would be more like the good angels.
If I was perfect, sinless, and with great power, I would be closer to God.
But I am not perfect yet, I persevere and do my very best to not sin.
It is only through my brokenness that I see that I truly need a Savior.
I do not rely on  myself, because I know that I am broken.
It is through my brokenness that I know that I need my Savior God.

Christ transforms us, he strengthen us as well.
We are no longer weak minded people here.
But courageous with strong hearts as well.
We are no longer afraid to love other people.
Especially those that hate us for who we are.
The true people of God, Lord Jesus Christ.
So stand firm, lay down self, choose Christ.
For once you truly choose him as your God.
There shall be no turning back from him.

O Lord God is our life-support. he supports our  life with his Spirit.
He brings us through the storms of life, he is our umbrella  in the storms.
His Spirit is a ladder which raises us up when we fall down  from sin.
His Spirit becomes every single source throughout our entire life here.
His Spirit draws closer to us when we lay down our will, to pick up his will.
His Spirit become a life-boat for us during the times that we are drowning in  pain and suffering.
For when we fall into the bottomless pits of self-pity and self
- destructive  times.
For he becomes well when we become thirsty for  his righteousness.

The healing rain washes over me through the Holy Spirit.
The healing rain cleanse me of all of my addictions and sins.
The  healing rain, works within me through Christ salvation.
The healing rain breathes life into me and restores my soul.
For healing is more then just healing our brokenness and illnesses.
Christ uses it to heal our minds and other things as well.

Because I am broken and damaged goods as well.
I can see that I need a Savior to rescue and fix me.
Because I have trouble even fixing the simple things.
So to have my life repair , I need a Savior to repair it.
So that he not I shall receive all the glory for doing it.
Plus people will see that he lives through the repairs.
For they shall know that it was not me that fixed it.
So I pray for the Great I am to fix all of us who are damage goods and broken.

Choose which side will you stand up for Christ or the evil world.
Choose your battles carefully, choose to love others or hate them.
Choose life or choose death its your choice , I choose life , life and Christ.
There is no sitting on the fence, you have to choose wisely or die alone.
Trust in the Lord your God and choose to live for him alone in both lives.
There is only one true choice to accept, it confuse me that most shall not accept it.
But there is only one God and winner in this battle and it is the Christ.

Living a life that is worth living always.
For only through Christ can we truly live
Only Christ can bring the right blessings.
That shall last even after the burning up.
For he shall burn all thing and only his things.
Shall withstand the burning that everything goes through.
To see if it is earthly or Spiritual things.
For the redemption lies on the other end of the flame.

We are to walk in Faith, for through Faith we learn to trust God.
We learn obedience as well as trust, they are the same at times.
For our God is worthy of it, for he was example of being obedient.
When he went to the cross, for us he was obedient to the Father.
So who are we to expect to not have to become obedient to him.
He loved us enough to suffer at the hands of very evil people.
So that we may be saved by him our Loving Lord and God.
We are nothing without him except heading to h3ll a very bad place.
So I will follow my Lord and Savior, so that I may become like him.

Sometimes you can feel more joy in the uncomfortable times.
Then when you have comfort , yet the loneliness is there.
You can feel love, and take it for granite, but when they are gone.
You can realize that you see yourself as a unlovable person.
Some times through your own hurts and sufferings you draw on helping others.
Because you can empathy with them and their hurting as well.
Its ironic how you can take the people that loves you the most for granite.
Yet be sympathy for the ones that may be just using you in one way or the other.

You are unique, and you are more special then you shall ever know.
You have a purpose, you are truly special. thank you for being you.
There is no other person that could ever take your place here.
For you are truly an inspiration, someone who is very special indeed.
I thank you, for being who you are and am grateful to have met you.
For you are truly a special and awesome person thank you too.
For being the person that you are, I just want to thank you.

Your Light shine brightly , thus revealing Christ through you.
Your Light shall not be hidden from this dead darken world.
But as a beacon shall draw those that belong to the Light as well.
So fear not your Heavenly Father has got your back, stand firm.
He is using you in ways that you have no idea nor clue about.
Shine Beautiful Light Shine , draw your people toward us.
So that they shall see your beauty in your other people hearts.
Thus knowing that they are not alone, but have a family here.

Losing myself in you, there is no other place that I would rather be.
Then having you take over and using me to help others find you.
For my Joy is to be used by you to reach out to other people.
Especially the hurting, struggling and the Lost of this world.
My mission is to grow in you and to become just like you.
To fully have the Holy Spirit fill me up completely Lord.
For I am nothing without you O Mighty Savior God.
To fully live in the Spirit every second of every day.
This is my Goal and Desire Lord, I am nothing without you.

If we could have a perfect life then we would not need God.
But there is no perfect world created until Christ second coming.
But once we get to heaven we shall have a perfect one without sin.
Sin is the disease  that is keeping us from having one now.
For we all need the Christ no matter who we might be or know.
Adam and Eve became disobedient to our Savior in the garden of Eden.
So Christ had to come down to the earth to die a sinners death.
To bring us back into the fold that Adam and Eve separated us from God.

We all need new starts, fresh beginnings
At least once in each of our lives here.
When we accept Christ we receive one.
Fresh new beginning in our lives here.
We also receive an helper to help us.
He is called the Holy Spirit spirit of God.
Connecting with our Spirit becoming one.
The Spirit has supernatural Power within.
Saving our lives among other things in our lives.

In this world of today, everyone has some dark pain that no one else can see.
In this world of today, everyone has some sufferings as well as some regrets.
In this world of today, everyone hurts sometimes, everyone cries sometimes.
In this world of today, everyone has their moments of feeling hopeless.
But in this world of today there is a Living Savior that wants to give you rest.
But in this world of today, you do not have to hurt nor suffer either friend.
But in this world of today, there is hope for everyone just cry out to Jesus.
For he wants to rescue you, he wants to heal you of your sufferings too.
But in this world of today, you can find true Life in our Living Savior.

Letting go of wanting to be love, waiting for an Miracle now.
Letting go of self, praying for a change to occur and for a Miracle as well.
Letting go of everything inside of me, the pain, anger, and suffering.
Letting go of her, the one woman who stole my heart, still waiting for a Miracle.
Letting go of my fleshy desires, hanging onto Christ Awesome promises.
Waiting for a Miracle to happen,waiting for Christ love to transform into a waterfall of Love pouring out of us.
Waiting for the Holy Spirit to consume me and others with an Over abundant of your love Lord.