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Mr E May 2019
If only there was a way to know
When you were in the good ole days
So you could enjoy them
For all that they were

If only that were true
And we could appreciate those
Warm distant days
When we thought life was timeless
Mr E Apr 2019
I am often made fun of
As I go about the life I lead
To treat others the way
I wish all would be treated

But I have grown to realize
That reciprocity
Is of seldom importance
To many you meet in life

Half of me says to be cold
To treat others the way
They treat me
But the other half says otherwise

All throughout this internal struggle
As I argue with myself on how to be
By the time I'm done arguing
I realize the moment is gone

I lost my chance altogether
I also never know how to respond
Because I've never had the experience
As I'm always caught in doubt

I've become terrible at relationships
I don't know how to act
I make a fool out of myself often
But please just bear with me

I'm bad at all this relationship stuff
But you help me
You make me realize the treasures
Of relying on another.
Mr E Mar 2019
Never stop running
Where the ground kisses the sky
Catch the Horizon
Mr E Mar 2019
Like an insatiable hunger
I desperately want to find my place in the world
Yet, I never know where to look
Looking at a menu of different paths
Too afraid to pick just one entree
Do I want to always be known as the burger guy?
The steak sirloin?
Or do I want shrimp scampi?
I know I can only have one but...
Everything looks so appetizing
So delicious

I never know what to get myself
It's a mix between
What do I want ?
And what do I think I deserve?
Mr E Jan 2019
The mob took me when I was young
Though I knew nothing of my abduction,
I was gone before anyone knew.

They came in the middle of the day
As I sat comfortably in my own room,
Who I was disappeared and I vanished.

There were no fliers for my vanishing
No posts, no anxious television interviews
No searches or bloodhounds or roadblocks

I left willingly that day.
Taken from existence and consumed.
That was the day I learned of hate

As if a switch lit the bright blinding light
In my head it screamed in silence,
I’d chosen to go and along I went

I stepped out into the world
With a cold metal heart I gravitated
To its magnetic core

It was an easy decision at the time
To step into the void
Dark and always famished.

We are all consumed by the world
In one way or another we are kidnapped
And no one knows that we ever left

I lost my individuality that day
To a group and mindset
That was bent to hate without remorse

I sit in my room again
Now aware of the consuming rage
That can ensnare groups and people

The mob took me long ago
But I have since returned
More caring than before

More understanding that
We are not born with evil in are hearts
We are only deceived thru a terrible lie,
That hatred gives us power.
Mr E Jan 2019
There is a tranquility to waiting
Some know they're waiting
Others don't and they sit there
Sometimes forever

Some wait for better days
For things they can't change
But those who truly love
Know the burdens of waiting

Children carry the weight of waiting
Wives and husbands
Parents
All waiting for different reasons

Eventually, the waiting ends
Children wait to grow old and fall in love with their passions
Newlyweds wait for an end they never want
And parents wait to finally let their offspring fly

We all wait for something
Though we know it or not
The world seems in a standstill
Yet when the wait is over
We can only ask where did all the time go?
Mr E Dec 2018
We are trapped in infinitum
Swirling whirlpools, timely decay
Reach out to grasp the present
It slips through your fingers
Every time

Fight against the endless days
We but only glimpse forever
A stain upon the endless sea
Compete with existence
Rage against complacency

We are trapped in infinitum
Gasping for air in our pocket universe
Existence is a bitter tasting seed
One that plants itself
From the first breath to the last

Rage
Rage against the dying light
Or it will consume you
With the absence of words
There is only silence
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