Everytime you look at me
I don't think you can really see

the sparkle in my eye
just because you walk by

the way my face begins to shine
as we walk along the shoreline

even if I had a choice
my feelings would still remain unvoiced

without your light I'm left in the dark
so shine your light on my fragile heart

you make my heart want to scream
but I don't know why

you make me shake
when you're standing next to me

you make me feel young again
like that ten year old you used to know

Everything is so different now
but my feelings are still the same

six years, and you still give me butterflies
I feel naive, while my age shows through

but your voice
brings me endless comfort

hey there
look at me
I talk, I breathe, my heart beats
not that it matters to you
I'm there when you need me
but you seem to be far too busy
when I need you

so now,
i'll try not needing you
not that I ever truely did
now the world is crashing
because I don't talk to you

I'm glad for your time
but stop wasting mine
without you, I won't die
I'm not the one who's lost
without me

my purple shirt

far too big for me
but you used to fit my mother perfectly

the rip in your shoulder doesn't bother me
it tells of what has been

and even though you cant say much
I feel safe inside your fabrics touch

as a fall asleep tonight
my purple shirt I grasp tight

Hey you,
with the beautiful eyes
and the mischevious smile
you don't know me,
and maybe you never will
but right now, you make me smile
without doing a thing
and maybe in a few years
I'll forget about you
never look at you like I do now
but right now,
*oh man

the waves crashed
the air whipped
I loved you

the door slammed
you drove so fast
my heart broke

the months passed
life went on
I survived

the phone rings
my eyes cry
**I missed you

you scream and yell
I curse and cry
It's not how it's supposed to be

You call me useless
tell me I'm worthless
I'm just young
let me be free

I should be able to have flaws
learn from my mistakes
not hating who I am
because you do

This is just the beginning
of the rest of my life
cinematic and dramatic
**I don't need you.