It's not that I want to **** myself,
Because I don't,
I really don't
I don't want to **** myself,
And I won't.
It's just that I don't care anymore.
And it sounds bad now but you'll surely understand why,
It's not a must -- that I don't care anymore
but all I do is cry
I am so, so tired.
And the thoughts in my brain are all so together planned and wired.
I don't know how to keep up
I want to keep up
I don't know what I want, honestly I don't
But I promise you that I'm trying so please believe me as my feelings pile up,
As I believe I'm such a ***** up,
As I believe I should just shut up,
As I believe I should stop complaining and grow up.

How could someone so pretty turn out to be so ugly?

why couldn't you have just stayed my crush

i promise you im trying
i know its not visible and i keep crying
and you always tell me what not to do, then i do it, and there you go, back to sighing
he keeps lying
but i keep prying
inside i am dying
but please promise me that you know im trying

i hate you more than i hate MYSELF
don't you see what you've done?
NO
YOU DO N ' T
because you dont pay attention to the hearts you break!

roses are red
night is dark
writing this poem
hurts my heart

shaky sobs
like violets, i'm blue
i'm wondering
why i ever loved you