I prefer
the certainty
of separation
Than the
uncertainty
of 'almost'

I was walking in circles
trying to reach you
in your corner:
unattainable.
But fate intervened,
bridging our parallel worlds.
Just like that,
love bridged our paths.

It came like a cloud
that appeared out of nowhere,
like an unexpected storm
upon my shores without warning.
One moment there was sun,
and the next,
darkness.

There’s not a flaw in the world
that could keep me away from you
There’s not a bridge in the world
that could keep me falling through
And now you're all that's in my mind
Every feature, so incredible
It’s times like these i want to rewind
Because you’re so unforgettable

My rocket crashed
into a long, lost moon
after you steered me off course.
How foolish I was to
trust you as its
commander through
unknown depths.

Some pains can go unseen,
rather, they are carved into the soul,
an endless chasm that bleeds forever.
These pains are silent to the world,
but they tear us apart from within.
And only from deep within
are crying out so loud that
only our demons can hear.

You are prettier than a peacock's feathers
Sweeter than all of the sugars
Funnier than the highest of jesters
Like the distant stars,
You cannot be surpassed
You are my universe,
nothing is more vast

What is worse
than missing someone who
does not even think
about you?

A series of mistakes
had to happen for you
to become who
you are
today.

You will never
find the same love
twice.

Cancel culture is
built on the sin of
revenge and not the virtue of
forgiveness.

She put stars into her soup
with a pinch of hope
and a touch of
glitter dust.

I don't know you anymore
and that is both beautiful
and terrifying at
the same time.

Yes,
it hurt,
but not so much
for what you did,
but because of your dishonesty.
You ran away with the moon
and blamed it on the sun.
You left me in
the dark.

It's getting better,
it's getting bad,
it's getting better,
it's getting bad,
it's getting better,
it's getting bad,
it's getting better,
it's getting bad.

Am I over it?
Not really.
Will I survive?
Probably.

Never admit defeat
when there's still
time to
win.

Yes,
I accepted it,
but that doesn't mean
it does not make
me sad.

No, you can't.
You can't just sweep someone
off their feet and
walk away.

This world
doesn't need me-
can't you tell from its silence?
It's deafening.

I hope wherever you wander,
you find a piece of me
just like wherever I wander,
I find a piece of you.

I am
devouring myself
once again.

Bound
by words
I cannot speak.
Caged
by thoughts
that leave me weak.

and now
because of you
i know i
have a heart

and now
because of you
i wish i
didn’t

I will wait for you
where the sunflowers
meet the sun.

All this thinking,
and for what?
Nothing.

What a contradiction it is
to feel too much while
feeling nothing at all.

You cannot
miss what never existed,
right?

I don't want to
be your next station,
I want to be your
destination.

"We are here for you, always."
"You can tell us anything, always."
"We are so glad you are in our lives."
"We love you, we care for you."
"We will never leave you."
"We are your friends, always."
Liars.

I have dreams
that only you can
make come
true.

You cannot teach
someone how to love you-
you can only find
someone who does.

I need my solitude
like the sunflowers
need the sun.

Your eyes
are flowers I have
never seen
before.

We can see the galaxies
beyond the Milky Way
the way we can see the pain
beyond our smiles.

What is sadder:
to forget or to remember?

I do not
feel loved,
never have and I
would not know what to do
anyway.

I was born up there,
between the stars and the strange,
between the silence and space.
I was born up there,
alone and afraid and
far from anything we call human.
I was born up there,
as an alien, an outsider, a foreigner,
a small gift sent from the cosmos.
I was born up there,
thrown down to Earth
with nothing but by innocence
to guide me through this
rock I call my home.

Some days the
urge to reach out to
you is stronger than others.
That urge turns to an ache
when I remember how
you cut that line
so very long ago.

Maybe I will never understand
how you took control this heart.
Was it sorcery or something sinister?
No, I suspect it had something to do with
the sweetness of your soul or
your beauty that leave
even the nymphs
in awe.

Maybe I will never understand
how you took control this heart.
Was it sorcery or something sinister?
No, I suspect it had something to do with
the sweetness of your soul or
your beauty that leave
even the nymphs
in awe.

It's never the right time
for us,
and since there is more us-
not now, not ever,
I will cherish 'us'
from our past
and from my dreams.
I will cherish 'us'
with my poetry,
and with the photographs
I still have scattered
in the shadows.

Sometimes
it feels like
the only way forward
is a U-turn
back towards yesterday-
heading for the past.
For it is there
where my heart
doesn't want to leave.

It's cold out
tonight-
I hope you still have
a vacancy left
in your heart
for this weary
soul.

When I think about the adventures,
the laughs, the meals, the memories,
the highs and even the lows,
I am always left with a smile
and heart full of JOY.
No matter the season,
no matter the country,
I will be your friend,
partner and lover in every
adventure, hardship and celebration
we shall face together.
Your life and your soul
is a spark of inspiration and
your smile sets my heart ablaze.
If you continue to warm me,
I will continue by your side
whether it be at home or
a land so far away-
I will continue to support you
and spoil you in every
way that I can.

"Where have you been?"
She asked.
"A little bit here,
a little bit there,
a little bit everywhere."
I said.

heartbreak
after heartbreak-
can you make me
believe that love isn't
this vicious?

Arriving in Vienna
with a broken heart and
no place to place to go.
I wander the empty streets-
it's almost midnight and I
am in search of a distraction.
A bottle of wine later and
some good company by my side,
I think I might be alright.
It's one sleep 'til the new year and
I think I might be alright.

All alone with the
voices in your head.
Now I'm face to face
with the living dead.

We are at our
most vulnerable
when we are in love.
The power to ruin lies
in their hands because
our heart is open.