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The beckoning of chilly winds
Cuddled up in a single bed
A future unclear ahead
Like bitter-sweet lemon rinds

He whispers gently into my ear
"I'll wait for your heart to heal,
And as I do I'll be here"
A gentle warmth I did feel

His spiky dark gelled hair
His scraggly stubble tickles me
As we breath each other's air
Like warm wet kisses, he smothers me

Like a cup of coco with cream
So warm was this endless dream
A stupor of endless sweetness
I don't ever want to wake, its a mess

Like chilly warm Autumn kisses
A frost in my fragile heart of glass
Yet so warm like a hearth that hisses
I think my sorrows, I will pass

For he is here by my side
An unsolicited love I'm receiving
Now life is much more worth living
Together we will survive the tide
I'm giving it a shot with Marco, telling my love life here is kind of weird but comforting, like a pillow in a cold room. I just want to cuddle it and stay warm and share my problems with it. Marco wanted us to take it slow since he said he'll wait for me when I'm ready so...It's just cuddles and kisses in private for now. He doesn't want it to be public yet since I'm still seeing Mark on class and all. Anyways... this is weird talk and hope you all enjoy your Autumn :3 <3 much love here!!!
I'm too young to understand
I'm too old to turn back
It's too early to give up
Too late to stay on track
Too strong to ask for help
But too fragile to survive
I'm too alive to not feel pain
But too dead to feel inside
I'm too trapped to believe
And too free to escape
I'm too safe to make a change
Too lost to find my way
I'm too close to let it go
I'm too far to see the light
I'm too calm to have the drive
And too angry to say it right
I'm too busy to take it on
And too idle to take a break
I'm too broken to be loved
But too loved to lie awake
 Sep 2016 Mirela Totić
Crimsyy
I know you are lying there,
probably unconscious
of where you are,
I know you wanted to
find a backdoor to finally end
your journey to the stars,

But I want you to know,
you will one day be able to
breathe on your own,
one day, you will recognize
your beautiful body as
your beautiful home,

An overfilled vessel,
filled to the brim with
the complications of existing,
I know you are in pain,
but sweet Hope,
I know you'll smile again.
Smile abaft tears
Becomes a burden
Of heavy heart to carry
Let us open the empathy
To someone who can
Control the flow
With a hug of love
Few words of affection
Being our reason to smile!
 Sep 2016 Mirela Totić
Mims
Did you,
Oh did you know,
The moment,
Your life broke?
Not your heart not your soul,
The exact moment,
Because it's evident,
It has.
Evidence, is of the utmost importance
i feel like a soul
trapped in a body
that is trapped in a mundane, sad life
and i need a weapon
to break this body open
so that my soul come spilling out and i can be free

oh what should my weapon be?
so many choices
so little time
before the time bomb in my mind explodes
leaving me a mess of thoughts and emotions
resurfacing repressed memories
makeitstopmakeitstopmakeitstop
the demons have been let out of their cage again
and they're here to play
tugging on my heartstrings
constricting my throat
crawling under my skin begging me to join them
it's so easy, you can do it i know you can just hold on tightly, pull the trigger, that's right, you're doing so well
we'll see you on the other side
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