Michaela

Michaela Apr 2014

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They say you’re trouble

And I honestly don’t mind,

troubling me with you.

#love #haiku

Michaela Apr 2014

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You used to love me,

You weren’t in it alone.

I used to love you.

#ex #haiku #be #past #to #used

Michaela Apr 2014

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It’s you I asked for,

just you, nothing held back; and

It’s you that I got.

#want #haiku

Michaela Apr 2014

Be.

So many to see,

but nothing to look at.

So many to touch,

but none to hold.

So many to feel,

but none to love.

Tell me now,

will you stay?

Or will you go?

Will you wait?

Or will you leave?

Worry not,

I’ve expected the worst.

No need for hesitation

just think-

make no explanation.

You were what I wanted

and, no that hasn’t changed.

because you are…

and You will always be.

#love #always #longing

Michaela Apr 2014

Blame it on me

Sure,

blame it on the girl,

who thought too much.

Blame it on the girl

who thought you might actually talk to her,

ask for her number,

and hang out with her.

Blame it on the girl who actually liked you,

and thought the best of you.

Blame it on the girl.

Blame it on the foolish girl.

Blame it on me,

sure.

#crush #expectations #assuming

Michaela Apr 2014

Here and There

You are halfway around the world

and I’m just here.

You’re out there in a different world

and I’m just here.

You’re out there doing God knows what

and I’m just here.

I’m here.

You’re there.

I’m here halfway around the world

and you’re just there.

I’m here in my world wanting to be in yours

and you’re just there.

I’m here doing things I wish you knew about

and you’re just there.

You’re there

and I’m here.

And there’s nothing I can do about it.

#love #away #longing #distance #ldr

Michaela Apr 2014

Of Memories & What Ifs.

I remember promises

broken promises

of waking up next to each other,

morning kisses,

spending our lives together,

well, maybe I just remember one promise…

a promise I’m afraid I will never be able to fulfill

ever…

the promise of forever.

But more than promises,

I give you my patience,

and my trust…

I don’t want false promises anymore

just maybe, certainty.

That’s enough for me.

#promises #broken #new #longing #hurtcertainty