as long as you say i love you
pouring rain in the afternoon
i will believe you
just because i want to be broken
and when you left me alone in the dark
i will destroy myself
in a room full of dust and tear
my sweet blood
my numb soul
my wounded body
gonna haunt you

Often i am upset
That i cannot fall in love
But i guess
This avoids the stress of falling out of it
Are you tired of me yet?
I'm a little sick right now but i swear
When i'm ready i will fly us out of here

This is my sun, it burns me so
My sweat irks me more
The people criss-cross and go
Will any wait for me?

I am in foliage in hiding
A snake hides in the bushes
A rat in the walls
Both afraid of the one above

A faceless person is briefly a good friend
A walk of bureaucracy is a march of the future
Still moving too fast for me to keep up

I've disappeared into myself
And reality seems
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distant

She's smiling
Someone made her eyes glow
I've tried, I guess I can't be that reason

Mine is gone
She's my reason
Yet  I can't smile for them

America magazine
American Cosmic

I post and send
But what’s my object?

To change the world?
To find a friend?

To leave a trace
Before my end?

The Great Unknown
Is the truth pretend?