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I hate to break it to you— Dialing your number feels like tracing a flatline, As I wait, suspended in silence, The ringback tone echoes, a hollow refrain.

When the phone rings—I hope you answer it now. An unknown caller stays behind, I know, it waits for you to come by.
Maybe I look like a ******* devil
I smirk a lot, I love it when I **** you off
I get on his ******* nerve
He gets mad so easily when he suddenly sees me
Like what the hell did I ever do to you, man?
Or what the hell did I ever say to you, man?
You got mad at me so easily
Oh, of course, I, myself am a trickster
Loving to see this view
I could watch his reaction change all day
Seeing his mood shift from good to bad in an instant
Like his **** up life, like an instant noodles
Because, you are what you eat.
Don't scare the **** out of me now—Because I might send you back to where you actually came from.

You thought a little kiss and tell would hurt me—Nah. I was never wired for that. I was programmed like I am some kind of robot, but they failed to do so. You see, I am not easily brainwashed by anyone.

You thought I need you, no. You need me. Period. I don't need anything less ******* coming from you, you got something you need from me—and that's it.

A little debt of gratitude can help you get by—but it seems that paying you for a lifetime comes with a price. An unpaid debt doesn't always work like that, honey.
YOU
YOU

You DO what you DO best, classic!
Say what you want to say, to me.
I hope you never kiss & tell, oh honey please

You never walk that talk, pretentious actions and crocodile teary-eyed plastic friend

Is there anything else on your mind?
We were never wired to guess it, right?
Please, pray tell, It's making me too impatient now

Pretty little lady, playing safe now are we?
Hold on to your hope, I'll catch you either you're dead or alive

Pretty little lady, won't you come here and save me
Holding on to dear life, I ran away from monsters under my bed
Demons etched ink into my skin, crawling, escaping.

They shout out your name, shadows left unturned
Come with me, they held out my hand Pretty little lady, are you still mad at me?
Letting myself to put the bounty on your head
A killer on the loose, a madman running away chasing someone waiting to ****.
They had names.
Each one.
Not just one name, not just one face.

They came cloaked in titles,
in ancient whispers,
in fire, in shadow,
in wounds that smiled back at me.

Lucifer, they called the first—
light-bringer, son of the morning,
the one who fell
because he dared to rival the Most High.

Then came Satan—
the accuser,
who stood at the gates of my mind
and hurled every guilt I ever carried
back into my bloodstream.

Beelzebub, the lord of flies,
danced around rotting thoughts
and dead things I never buried.

Abaddon and Apollyon—
the destroyers—
they didn’t come with explosions.
No.
They came with silence.
With decay.
With the slow unraveling
of hope.

Belial, worthless and lawless,
he walked with men in suits,
hid in songs I used to love,
slipped into conversations
with sugar on his tongue.

Asmodeus,
he made lust a god,
he whispered,
"You deserve this."
And I believed him.

Legion—
yes, they were many.
They didn’t come in chains,
they came as comfort.

Leviathan, pride’s great serpent,
he told me I was above forgiveness,
above grace,
above needing help.

Baal, Molech, Chemosh—
those who took offerings of children,
not always by fire,
but by the slow neglect
of our own humanity.

Mammon, the god of greed,
he kissed my hands when I lied,
he smiled when I sold pieces of myself
for applause.

They all had names.
And they all knew mine.

But still—
they did not win.

Because another Name
entered the battlefield.
A name not of deception,
but of truth.
A name not of ruin,
but of restoration.

He came not with a whip,
but with wounds.

Not with accusation,
but with blood.

He did not speak like the others—
He wept.
He bled.
He broke bread with me
even when my hands
were still dripping
with betrayal.

He called me His.
Even when I only knew the names
of those who had destroyed me.

He is Yeshua,
Jesus,
Messiah,
The Lamb,
The Lion,
The Door,
The Way,
The Truth,
The Life.

He is the name above every name—
and in His name,
my demons lost their power.

One by one, they left.
Not by my strength—
but because He stood between me
and their claws.

So when they say,
“Hell is full,”
I say—

No.
Hell is empty.

Because they were all here.
But now,
they are gone.

And God lives in me.
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