I just don't care
You keep me as a LOVER
As a friend, as a colleague
As an enemy, as a opposition
I just want to be with you

With your soul energy

Because that is what is keeping me alive
You can hate me, beat me, kick me
LOVE me, care for me, be kind to me
Do whatever you want to me
Just, keep me with you my LOVE

Give me whatever you have within you
Bring all your emotions out in open for me
Use me as your punching bag - or
For your soft teddy bear hugs
You are worth everything I've and will live for
Whatever I've gained and I've lost
Since you evoked your LOVE in my heart
You are my desire I never ever knew

Lay down flowers and thorns in my path
I am ready to walk through all
The fire, the valleys, oceans, deserts & mountains
Just to be by your side, be with you
So please never think of
Going away from me dear

Even if you sell me in an open market
You won't be able to sell me totally
My heart, soul and LOVE
Will always remain with you
You own me so much that you can
Even sell my dignity and my "I"
I've surrendered my everything to you
You can enslave me like
A good master treats a pet loyal dog

YOU should just know one thing
I LOVE you much more than my self
My dignity, my spirit, my freedom

Let your hug become my garland of LOVE
Let your kisses become my sleep & dreams
Let your LOVE-making become my LIFE

I just don't care
You keep me as a LOVER
As a friend, as a colleague
As an enemy, as a opposition
I just want to be with you

With your soul energy

You are simply mind blowing amazing
You extracted all the good in me
The kind of good that
We humans almost forget we possess in us
The kind of good that makes us
LOVE someone like YOU till we die
And remind us that nothing else in this
World compares to the good we have
For being in LOVE with someone like YOU

The kind of good that reminds us forever
Every single day, every single minute
Every single second, all the time,
That without that goodness you discovered in me
Everything around me was just plain boring
Until I saw the LOVE hidden in YOU

Through your hidden LOVE
You showed me what I have
That most people do not have
The ability to LOVE YOU
The ability to see your PURE soul
That most people have forgotten
Even to recognize
I thank you for bringing out
That goodness in me
Of witnessing your TRUE soul

The goodness that will make us remember
To cherish every second
For leaving a mark of LOVE
To learn that there is no other thing
To do except LOVE...

Because you make me realize
If I do not LOVE you now
One day my life might end
Just like that..

And I won't be that good again
To LOVE you with my goodness
The goodness I LOVE you so much with

Find me a place on earth where
Women have 50% of all rights
I would like to go and live there

Find me a place on earth where
Women are 50% of population
(Currently women are 51.4%)

Find me a place on earth where
Single women parents are 50%
(currently single women parents are 70-80%)

Find me a place on earth where
Poor women are 50%
(Currently poor women are 70%)

Find me a place on earth where
Women comprise 50% of global work force
(Currently women work force is 60%)

Find me a place on earth where
There are 50% women living on $1/day
(Currently 70% women live on $1/day)

Find me a place on earth where
Women produce 50% agriculture food
(Currently women produce 66% agriculture food)

Find me a place on earth where
Women earn 50% of wage/ pay
(Currently women earn only 11% of wage/ pay)

Find me a place on earth where
Women own 50% of property rights
(Currently women own only 1% of property rights)

Sadly, there are no places in the world
Where women have 50% of all rights

Now please tell me friends....
Where should I go and live?

Let us LOVE each other and
Create such a beautiful world where
Women have 50% of equality in all rights

Let us begin with YOU and I

Beloved, one day
needled me
with beauty:

"Did you ever LOVE?
Are you born a lover?
Or are you just like
any other person?"

With the wind
of accompaniment
I smiled...

"Thank goodness
A LOVER I am

Alleviate I am
Beauty plundering my chastity

Thanks goodness
I LOVE...
And the pain suffer I lot
of those eyes and smiles
of my BELOVED
tearing my heart into pieces

That's the natural state
of BLISS
I like to live in

Yearning for HELL
By being in your
HEAVENLY LOVE!"

The times we met
The moment was right

I noticed YOU
Walk into the room
Walk into my life
Like LOVE walks into heart

Didn't you know...
YOU are amazing...

I took some time
To notice your eyes
When I did...
YOU lighted my heart
And I noticed your bright

Didn't you know...
YOU are amazing...

YOU broke my old habit
Of life and living
YOU watched me over
Grow near and dear
I watched you talk
I watched you smile
You watched me laugh
YOU watched me cry

Didn't you know...
YOU are amazing...

We sat there
Across each other
Every day
We gave each other
Time to know
Time to feel
Time to LOVE

Didn't you know...
YOU are amazing...

Yet, we're still a puzzle
Clueless of our future
Intrigued by your scent
Mystery shrouded beings
YOU give me time-space
A little distance
A little despair
Can I reach out to YOU?
YOU say - wait a little...
YOU remain a maze

Didn't you know...
YOU are amazing....

Till then...
YOU feed me with wisdom
YOU breathe me your TRUTH
YOUR light shines through me
Beyond knowledge of the woods
To move beyond life
To teach me "the bliss"

Didn't you know...
YOU are amazing...

YOU always wish me well
YOU always bless me dreamZ
YOU come like an Angel
Every night in my sleep

Didn't you know...
YOU are amazing...

We know
We'll not have anything
When we die in the end
Holding our hands
YOU promise me a hug
LOVE'z what we'll keep

Didn't you know...
YOU are amazing...

World says
LOVE is in-explainable
But only we know
How well we communicate
Our LOVE without words

Didn't you know...
YOU are amazing...

OUR's is the LOVE
Of sorts that is "first"
Swallowing us within
In the dark lights
Of your layrinthine

Didn't you know...
YOU are amazing...

YOU lift that
life burden
Off of me
By being there for me...
Showering LOVE on me

Let me tell you this
I know...
YOU Are Amazing...!

Now when I have found YOU
And I have found my SOUL

Let the world hear my cry
"I have found LOVE
I have found YOU"

I have lost all my wealth
And I have found your LOVE-wealth

I have forgotten God/dess' name
And I chant your name instead

Only one person took me there
Where everyone wants to go in the end
And that place is inner SOUL's LOVE
And that person is YOU

YOU-my Beloved

Gave me a priceless thing
But for that I had to lose everything
My pride, my EGO, my esteem
My dignity, my self-respect
My property, my career
And bow down with grace & humility
To kiss your hand
To accept the fate that had LOVING YOU
As my destiny...

I lost all my capital
To find LOVE's CAPITAL that
I was searching for several births

I have lost my family
I have lost my friends
I have lost my world
I have lost my health
I have lost my knowledge
Just to realize YOU within me

I lost my outer body and being
To realize you within my inner-self

Now NO one can take away my LOVE of/for YOU
Now no one can spend a bit of my LOVE'z treasure
I hold in my heart & soul for YOU
Now no one can invest or divest YOU from my heart
Now no one can steal you from my SOUL

My wealth of LOVING YOU increases multi-fold
More during the nights than days
More in the darkness than light
More amidst isolation than within crowds

In my boat of life,
I lost way in the desert
My 'guiding-star' became YOU
So it guides me back to the ocean
To drown myself in YOUR
Oceanic blue warm waves of existence

For whom I breathe and sing and dance
And write poems and prose and letters

My breathe holder is YOU
My BELOVEDz is YOU
YOU - YOU are my suave LOVER

My BelovedZ
Even though we are thousand miles away
YOU know everything about me, my LOVE

Even though I do not speak to you
But YOU know everything about me. my LOVE

No one knows about my LOVE for YOU
I do not show to people around me
How much I LOVE YOU
But YOU know everything about my LOVE

I keep a poker face and
Do not show my tears of LOVE
But YOU feel each tear  I shed in your LOVE

I am shy and scared without YOUR protection
I spend my days and nights in solitude
In isolation of your LOVEz melancholy
And YOU know everything about my LOVE

I do not speak to anyone
I do not utter a word in a group
I remain silent in my own world
But YOU know everything about my LOVE

When I go out
My eyes only searches for YOU
In each and every person

I try to find a little bit of YOU
In everyone and everything in NATURE
Yes, Now YOU know everything about my LOVE

Though I try to keep a smiling face
Though I try to write positive happy words
But inside me I always long and cry for YOU

Please know that
Every moment, I love, care and long for YOU
So, thus YOU know everything about my LOVE

The only thing I fear in this world is
What if I may stop LOVING YOU?
And YOU know everything about my LOVE
Isn't it?

Even after knowing all these things about me
Why don't you come and hold my hand?
Why you keep me so far away from YOU?

Don't YOU remember me and miss me
Seeing and feeling my LOVE for YOU
Does not my tears bring tears in your eyes?

I hope YOU do not consider me a BAD person
Promise me that YOU will never leave me ever

My BELOVEDz
When you meet me again - next time...
Do not leave me alone ever again
Do keep me within your bosoms
Hide me within your womb
So that from then on - I can know
Everything about YOU my LOVE...

My heart and soul
Burns under your fire
Does that inspire your desires?

When I walk on the mortal flames
Do you close your eyes
And feel LOVEz burning aspire?

You are my brown eyed BELOVEDz
Who sleeps below the dark shades

Each street haunts your holy feet
Each garden is Eden
Claiming calm retreat

When you're around
Nothing is impure
That's the time
The heavens descends to cure

Your voice is
Music of angel's voice
The herds and the birds
Sing your poise

Your time is of innocence and joy
Like a cupid of LOVE
Within the golden rings
Of evening skies

Your palm, toes, fingers and heels
Beam light from within
You are blessed with soft golden feet

You are the smoke
Risen from the cold
While I walk on dewy lawn
You fly across
The blue sky moon-light

There are glories beaming around
On your neck, face and brows
When the Laurels are crowned
On your high head browns

With smile on your face
You mount the chariot of LOVE

Thus fresh from the cloudy heavens
You arrive at my heart's gate

What do you hate?
LOVE?
Or is it...
Someone LOVING YOU?

Then you should also hate...

The ocean
The rains
The clouds
The flowers
The sun
The stars
The moon
The birds
The breeze
The rose
(the list goes on...)

And most probably
Your beauty too...!

YOUR illumination of LOVE

Do you remember the moment?

How passionately you tricked me
And penetrated my soul
With that LOVE-CONNECT
To the deepest inner core
Piercing my darkness
With YOUR inner-SOUL light

You paid off all the past birth's debts
With that fated encounter of OURS

Your smiles, your smell, your eyes
You offered me a FREE ticket ride
To peep within your inner SOUL
And taste your eternal fluid

You flushed me through your eyes
Into your womb- your inner core and
Slayed me into pieces within you
Transforming my death into your LOVE

You seeped into the deepest pores of my cells
In those abyss dark depths,
That were ignited by your LOVE

The way I wallowed to seek BELOVEDz
You provided me with your exquisite beauty
Your LOVE's obsessive intensity
That radiated warm sun-shine everywhere

Oh BELOVEDz!
YOU are my flaming lantern
Among the falling stars

Before the dark clouds come
Finish what you began with
Tear off the veil of fear and
Sculpt our sweet fated encounter
With ETERNAL LOVE

My divine wounds are still raw
My scars are still bleeding LOVE
Hold me tight, and kiss me light
To soothe me with your gorgeous sight

You whispers are nature's bird songs
Your breathe smells delicious in kisses

How politely, how tenderly
How delicately, how peacefully
YOU awakened my kindled spirits of LOVE

How lucidly, how fluently, how fluidly
YOU accepted me within your being
To make me so crazy in YOUR LOVE

YOU made abode in my heart
You created a secret space within me
Where nobody but YOU know -
ONLY YOU DWELL

Laylar: Let the cosmos fate LOVE for us
Maznun: Let the Nature destine LOVE for us
Both:
Let our LOVE never fail
The test of time
The cycle of birth and death

Laylar: Sometimes, you walk ahead
Maznun: Sometimes, you do...
Both:
Now we need not fear the world
As we are holding hand in hand

Laylar: Let seasons come and go
Maznun: Let the world remain happy or sad
Both:
Let our celebrations of LOVE continue

Laylar: Let us take a vow
Maznun: To borrow each others sorrow
Both:
And gift each other joys

Laylar: Let me take all your tears
Maznun: Let me give you my smiles
Both:
Let us dance in joy & sadness

Laylar: Just for the sake of LOVE
Maznun: Let us show the world
Both:
We can even die for each other

Laylar: My everything is your LOVE
Maznun: My existence is your LOVE
Both:
Let not any bad eye fall on our LOVE

Laylar: Let flowers of our LOVE blossom
Maznun: Under world's dreadful gossips
Both:
Now who has guts to tear us apart from each other?

Laylar: We are made for each other
Maznun: We will live for each other
Both:
We will be remembered by the name of LOVE

Laylar: Like sun-rise and sun-set
Maznun: Our LOVE will be the SUN
Both:
YOU and me - its sun-rise and sun-set
Along the trajectory of LOVE

WORLD:
Never we have seen the spectacle of
Two horizons - the rise and the set
United by a single power of sun's LOVE

Your LOVE - Oh Laylar Oh Maznun

I feel YOU
I realize YOU
I listen to your words spoken
I read what you write
I feel your inner-voice
Singing loud & clear to me
From within...
You speak your SOUL's LOVE to me

You are those goosebumps on my skin
Your blood flows through my veins
Your heart-beats in my chest

You tickle behind my neck your breathe
You come and whisper in my ears
Those are awaited words of Eternal beauty
"LOVE, Love, love..."

I see you behind curtains of rain
That mirrors YOU in water falls
You sweeten me like honey
By keeping me in your honey-comb womb

YOU inscribe my name
On the sands of melancholy
YOU write it in a golden imprint
Where I see your delicate finger's art

Your gentle strumming of
The strings of heart's guitar
Awaken a mystic musical note in me
Only both of us can listen to its rhythm

You eclipse and crescent my
Lunar and solar dreams
You gravitate my being into YOURS
To swirl & stir the heat of LOVE in me
Your LOVE leads me to
Cosmic Eternity

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My BELOVEDz - YOU are naughty
Very flirtatious
A little risque I may say

In those times
What could I - your LOVERz do?

My eyes sees BELOVEDz in every thing
Everywhere, anywhere,
The places and people I see
Yet my BELOVEDz is not present
Physically in front of me
I do not know where and why
My BELOVEDz is hiding from me

Like a bird my BELOVEDz flies
From south to north
From west to east
Along with the clouds
The winds, rains and sunshine
But never comes to sit within my nest

In such times,
When YOU are so mischievous
What could I - your LOVERz do?

BELOVEDz,
YOU are the only dreamZ of my life
YOU are my only desire
YOU are born of me so that
I can be born out of YOUR LOVEz

Whoever meets YOU
Feels your warm LOVE
Whoever sees YOU
Feels good about life
YOU're my MIRACLE
That our LOVE created
YOU are adored by all

The way you live
The way you work
The way you walk
The way you talk
Everyone wants to be with YOU
LOVING YOU
Your smiles & your eyes

You seem to be with everyone
But, YOU are not with me
My BELOVEDz - YOU are gamey
Now tell me,
What should I - your LOVERz do?

My BELOVEDz, My LOVERz
Come - leave your risque
Leave your mischieves
Leave your games
Come near me
Let me see you
Let me embrace YOU
Let me hide you in my heart
Put you against my breast
Let me show you my LOVE
And FREE you from life's prisons

Whatever you do in life
Life always pulls you away from LOVE
My LOVE will bring you back
To your inner self
The one you truly seek

My BELOVEDz - I know - within
YOU are very loving
But a little coquette I may say

In such times
Just tell me dear - BELOVEDz
What could I - your LOVERz do?
I am @ your LOVEz Mercy

I chant your name in frenzy
Like a SUFI twirling round and round
LOVE, LOVE, BELOVED, BELOVED
Your name is like GOD
Ram, Allah, Buddha, Jesus

If you want to join me
In the life of LOVE
Chant with me
LOVE, LOVE.
BELOVED, BELOVED...

I carry sweets for my BELOVED
Wearing a long "LOVE robe"
Sing your praise
Jumping, dancing on the streets
With zest I meet passerby

You - my BELOVED
You are my gardener
I am your seed
I am your bud
I am your flower
I am your tree
I am the forest you walk into

In your LOVE
I utter gibberish
But only you understand it
And clap at my words with smile
I know, you'll protect me
At every step of life

Why I should take stress
Why I should be tense
Why should I worry
what world will say about me
I'm in LOVE
I'm with YOU in my being
In my thoughts, my words, my actions
I surrender to you
And leave it to you to protect me

You created me
As a LOVER
You are my maker
You are my GOD

I chant your name
With every breathe

I chant your name in frenzy
Like a SUFI twirling round and round
LOVE, LOVE, BELOVED, BELOVED
Your name is like GOD
Ram, Allah, Buddha, Jesus

If you want to join me
In the life of LOVE
Chant with me
LOVE, LOVE.
BELOVED, BELOVED...

When I pass by streets
I utter YOUR praise
I sing songs for YOU

Seeing me, people say:
"Look - here she comes
This mad woman..."

But without care,
I sing your LOVE
Intoxicated in your LOVE

I roll in the mud & sand
And cover my body with your dirt
In your LOVE
I have lost my gender too
I know, I've become YOU

I chant your name in frenzy
A SUFI twirling round and round
LOVE, LOVE, BELOVED, BELOVED
Your name is like GOD
Ram, Allah, Buddha, Jesus

Now I have give you
The strings of my life
In your hand
You made me fearless kid in LOVE
I know you'll protect me
I'm your kid in your LOVE
The suffering and pain
That GOD has given
Only my BELOVED will end my pain

I chant your name in frenzy
Like a SUFI twirling round and round
LOVE, LOVE, BELOVED, BELOVED
Your name is like GOD
Ram, Allah, Buddha, Jesus

If you want to join me
In the life of LOVE
Chant with me
LOVE, LOVE.
BELOVED, BELOVED...

People, Seeing my LOVE
Some places
They threw stone at me
Some showered flowers at me

But no one is willing
To give place in their heart
They are just guiding me
To my BELOVED's abode

This girl - a SUFI
Is roaming, walking
A wanderlust
Like dust storm
Like blizzard rain

Chanting your name
LOVE, LOVE.
BELOVED, BELOVED...

If you want to join me
In the life of LOVE
Chant with me
LOVE, LOVE.
BELOVED, BELOVED...

A fulfilled life
is a life of LOVE

The earth you walked
I am fortunate
To walk that too

When the water you bathed
I was sitting below your feet
And it touched my skin too

Silver of the sun
Touched me,
Only after touching you

Your exhalation during the day
Became my inhalation
And made me chaste too

While I abide to this LOVE of yours
I tried to LOVE you too

You took little,
But greatly gave
'LOVE' too

My BELOVEDz - My LOVERz
YOU and YOUR LOVE

Your LOVE is my energy
That constitutes life
In my universe
For me,
YOU are omnipresent
In every-thing and every-one
In every-being and every-body
Present every-where

YOU are energy inside my being
I close my eyes and feel you within me
Your LOVE is my energy
That's present within every pore in me
YOU live from my head to toe
From my breathe to death

YOUR LOVE - YOUR existence is in me
YOUR LOVE is what I am
YOUR LOVE is what I sense
YOUR LOVE is what I feel
YOUR LOVE is what I think
YOUR LOVE is what I speak
YOUR LOVE is what I write
YOUR LOVE is what I see
YOUR LOVE is what I act
YOUR LOVE is what I know
YOUR LOVE is what I create

YOU are my physical existence
YOU are flowing blood in my body
YOU bring heaven on earth
YOU are the intelligence I show
YOU are the emotion I feel
YOU are creator of my future
YOU are my ultimate truth

YOU are my earth
YOU are my water
YOU are my fire
YOU are in breathe / air
YOU are the ether
YOU are the intellect
YOU are my consciousness
YOU are my soul spirit

YOU and YOUR LOVE
In them I feel light of LOVE in me
YOUR LOVE destroys my impurities
Your LOVE removes my learnings of life
YOUR LOVE purifies me
From the nonsense teachings of life
YOUR LOVE makes me feel light
Enlightened - conscious, aware,
Like a witness

YOU are gracious enough
To let your good LOVE enter my soul
And guide me in
The right direction of your spirit

I wake up in your LOVE
I sleep in your LOVE
I take bath in your LOVE
The essence of my moral is your LOVE
The essence of my ethics is your LOVE
The essence of my integrity is your LOVE
My creative energy is born
Only when I am within YOU

What I am
What I sense
What I see
What I feel
What I think
What I do
Is all part of YOUR LOVE
YOU and YOUR LOVEz

If one has all
The wealth of the world
LOVE would be missing
From that person's heart

If one had all
The knowledge of the world
There won't be
Possibility of seeking
"ONE" soul-LOVE within

If one had all
The power of the world
There won't be a wholehearted
Surrender to one's BELOVEDz

If one had all
The fame of the world
There won't be value for
Humble humility for anyone

If one had all
The worship for the God/dess
There won't be any respectful
Devotional prayer for BELOVEDz

Who is going to
spend your money
After you are dead?

No one can even buy
A tiny-little bit of True LOVE
With all the money of the world

"LOVE" is the ownership
Of two blissful souls

LOVE is as simple as that...
So straight forward & simple

LOVEz's communication happens
As soon as LOVE happens...!

It does not know to play
Games of hide & seek...
Games of dark & light...
Games of blacks & whites...
Games of wins & defeats...

How can one defeat the one
Who makes LOVEz ZugZwang?

What if one has
A million followers
But not a single one
To give & receive LOVE?

One may have bank-cartels
To bail them out of crisis
But how & where can one have
What LOVE requires from us:

The infinite cosmos within to
Sacrifice "all one has" for LOVE

Those who have servants
Won't empathize with LOVERz

Those who go to places of worship
Will never bow or beg for LOVE
At BELOVEDz door steps...

One can buy gold, silver,
Diamonds, gems & rubies
But one can NEVER ever
Buy A True LOVERz

Can anyone create romance with
Hundreds debit/credit cards?

Can your cryto currencies write
Soulful LOVE poems for BELOVEDz?

Can anyone purchase LOVE online
Through PayPal and GooglePay?

Who is going to sit in a palace
When there is no one to LOVEz?

Who wants such means/money?
Who wants pool/palace?
Who wants these cash/cars?
Who wants leisure/luxuries?
Who wants TV & mobiles?
What if one has acres of land?
What if one has world powers?

Nothing in one's life
Can ever equate to
LOVE, being LOVED & LOVING

If one thinks that being at
Malls, theaters, dance-floors,
Parties, Gymnasiums, TED-shows
Can fish & hook up a true LOVERz
One will be surprised to know
That "ALL" is a flee market
Where one ends up trading
A fake product of life-brand
To decorate your intellect with
A show-piece of "fake LOVE"
For the world to see & coquel

Do not even think of handing over
A purse or wallet
Full of Money, cards & cheques

A BELOVEDz just want
A LOVERz hand in hand....

Let the gold-chains
Be replaced by LOVEz
Embrace & hugs-garlands

Do not waste your life
Over a dime and a penny
Just let LOVE ignite a heart
With BELOVEDz illumination
And thus give birth to
A true seeking LOVERz

LOVE is the FOREVER gift
LOVERz-BELOVEDz gives
With ample after-life
Karmic blessings...

So take a real chance with LOVE
Give a break to your chase
Of being successful & famous
Of fighting your way to the top
Open up the heart and let LOVE happen

LOVE is free for those who LOVEz

That's the time
Upon realizing the TRUTH
LOVERz-BELOVEDz sing together

"If that is the case
Let us cut all the strings of
Life's tangles & knots
Let us soar freely
In the wings in flight
Of TRUE AGAPE LOVE"

LOVE is ZUGZWANG