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 Dec 2013 Emily
Infamous one
flxur
 Dec 2013 Emily
Infamous one
That moment you start over after another failed relationship
You love the person and do your best to do right by their side
Turns out you mean nothing to them you are on of many she is string along
You respect yourself and stay away but you think of them more
Alone on the holiday when you want to be together
Thoughts of one day having your own Christmas traditions
Hoping to one day find love something meaningful
Money cant buy happiness every year nothing gain a greater meaning
 Dec 2013 Emily
Infamous one
venter
 Dec 2013 Emily
Infamous one
I wish I could write happy endings but its not over till my heart stops and buried in the ground
I enjoy those pleasant moments but they are quickly ended by deceit
Learning to trust is hard after years of betrayal
Im happier than most I worked with what I have
others are blessed given everything and its not enough
Ive been told im great and deserve more respect
I keep giving even when things go wrong
Keep busy I dont like to sit around thinking how to make things right if it was meant to be things would still be going on
 Dec 2013 Emily
drunkonthoughts
heart was broken on the ground, sanity was nowhere to be found, the girl who tried so hard to love was now lost and confused, from all the energy she lost, all the time she spent, trying to heal someone else, who eventually didn't need her help and said goodbye to her there and then. but, no one realized her pain because the smile she had on her face covered what was wrong and helped her sustain a solid alibi and she never showed signs of strain, of heartbreak, she tried to mend herself the only way she knew how: writing stories about life as it never was. after a while, it worked. but as soon as she met someone new, it was back to that same old page, that same chapter she once tried to escape. it all happened again. she fell in love with a heart that didn't belong to her. oh, she felt her own heart break in two.
I was trying to write a story but this was all I bothered typing.
not sure if this is good or not, but, thought I'd post anyway..
 Dec 2013 Emily
Infamous one
skript
 Dec 2013 Emily
Infamous one
This year was good but shouldve been better countless hours of doubt and regret
Keep focusing on being better trying to forget
Watching myself be consumed by new bd habit doing things I thought id never do but changing it up is part of it.
Watching my fave movies doing what I love is hard distracted by troublesome thoughts
Id like to go back make them right but life is about going forward
Hard to be strong when weakness gives you false confidence
Growing everyday not looking for a reason to stay
You found an escape route thinking you left me down and out
Time for a change move on turn the page
 Dec 2013 Emily
drunkonthoughts
you were the diamond
found with a bunch of rocks
you were the emerald
found with the ashes
of someone you loved
 Dec 2013 Emily
Lizzy
Drink one
My eyes grow heavy
I sit in a fold out chair
In the corner of the living room

Drink two
I zone out
To the sound of the rest of my family getting riled up about who knows what
I want to join in
But then again
I don't

Drink three
Things start to get fuzzy
My words slur
I decide to join in after all

Drink four
It's probably a bad idea
To say whatever comes to mind
Laying on the bathroom floor

Drink five
This was supposed to be fun
Not a nightmare
My sister cries into my cousin's arms
As I laugh to myself

*Blackout
 Dec 2013 Emily
Valy
On this morning children are opening their gifts from under the tree
Finding things they wanted
Finding things they needed
Ripping through the wrapping paper to discover what they received

On this morning children are waking up overjoyed
Running down the stairs to their tree
To find wrapped presents
Waiting to be opened

On this morning parents are woken up by overjoyed screaming children
Being told that Santa came
And left presents for them under the tree
And that the milk and cookies were gone

On this morning living rooms are left a mess
Filled with gifts, wrapping paper, and memories
Filled with kisses, hugs, and smiles
With love and happiness being spread all around

On this morning the breakfast conversations are revolved around the presents they've received
About Santa coming to the home
Wether anyone heard the hooves of the rain deer during the night
Wether anyone saw or heard him while he was there

On this morning families are filled with an overwhelming feeling of joy and love.
Constantly being reminded at how great life is at that very moment.
This of all mornings is one of the happiest of the closing year.
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