I spread out everything I had inside
of me on your living room
floor
in small, neat stacks.
I said
fix me
fix me
fix me
please
but you didn't know
how.

I found your facebook,
And your ugly.
I feel betrayed
By the power of the selfie.
Everything is a lie.
Good bye.

for crying out loud
i've been left,
i've been hurt,
damaged as hell
so please, and
i beg even more
don't leave me hanging
i've been hanged
too many **** times
i don't think
(if you do this to me)
that i'll survive
the suffocation
because you were different
you were the best
you were perfect

you were mine

**or so i thought