Each time
I inhale you
You exhale me
You're starting to figure me out

Maybe I'm not
The evil you swore I was
But I am not
The greatness
I came off to be

I'm just a girl
Smoking my cigarettes
Listening to my music
Loving you eternally

I know you're not one for poetry
But, ****, when you smile
It makes me speak in metaphors
Your eyes are darkened crystals
You tongue dances while you speak
Please don't hate me
Why did I **** this up

"You sick little kid
With your head in the toilet
Are you proud of what you've done?

You crazy ******* child
You didn't eat again
You've been taking my diet pills
Haven't you?

You've ruined this family!
You're making me break!
You're just one big ****** mistake! "

"Mother it's not like that!
I swear
I never meant to hurt you
You mean the world to me

Please don't give up on me
You're the only hope I've got
Mother please I love you
You're pushing me away!"

"You sick little kid
With your head in the toilet
Are you proud of what you've done?

You crazy ******* child
You didn't eat again
You've been taking my diet pills
Haven't you?

You've ruined this family!
You're making me break!
You're just one big ****** mistake! "

"Mother it's not like that!
I swear
I never meant to hurt you
You mean the world to me

Please don't give up on me
You're the only hope I've got
Mother please I love you
You're pushing me away!"

It's such a pity
That we spent so many drunken nights
Holding hands
And kissing each others scars
All for it
To come to a sudden hault
Because you met a girl
With not so many faults

I had awoken
To the coyote's howl
I was left in the country
With nothing
Not even water
You had dropped me off
Without a kiss goodbye
Did you leave me
Here to die?