The moments you feel lost
And the moments you feel upset
Are the ones that will bring you joy
In the future that you will set

Then we will look back
At all the hard times and the steuggles
And see that we fought
To be where we are now.

blinded by the lies of lust
chose to drink from the forbidden cup
the daydream ends as i awake
just to find myself lying in an empty space

i reach out my hand
feeling the air
a dent in the bed, where you once may lay
a fire inside
that screams your name
my heart beats so fast
at the thought of your gaze

Hey I,
Can see you ,
Lookin' overhead

Hey I,
Can see,
The dreams that live within your eyes

Oh youuuuuuu,
Can keep wishin
, you keep dreamin'
oh my dear

oh youuuuuuu,

I sit at home on a Wednesday,
Not knowing what to do.
Being shouted and screamed at
By the ones that know not to.

I feel the tension in my body
As it runs through my spine,
And I just hope that one day,
Someone might be kind.

i sit here,
trying to refuel my passions
for the many things
he took away from me

i sit here
not embarrassed
of who i am

i sit here
sometimes questioning myself

because his voice at the back of my head
still judges me
for liking the things i do

i sit here
trying to regain the pieces of me

that had fallen all over the floor

i am almost there
i am almost full