You call me an angel,
pretending that I have silken
wings and a sparkling halo
spinning above my perfect
fiery head highlighting
sea worthy eyes and
pale sandy skin.

Every night you kiss my
forehead and call me
babygirl just before
reading me the lyrics to
my favorite song then
walking away ever so
carefully.

It makes me wonder if
I will ever see you again,
or if this time might just be
the very last to be someones
precious little princess.

Then you see me and
wrap me in your safe arms
once more telling me I am
your dream girl your baby
forever and always.

I like the way that sounds,
even more how it feels;
but later I hear you crying
down upon your knees,
saying how you hate
yourself, you're not good
enough for me.

Have you ever bothered to
ask me how I felt or where
I might stand on that point?
Did you ever care to listen
that you are my superman?

Somebody told me today
that you want to take yourself
away from the world, from your
family, and most of all
from me....

If you found your way
to this set of jumbled words,
I want you to know that I
love you, I don't want to
let you go. Besides, too many
people would miss you
like crazy.

So Love, please don't go,
don't pull yourself from life
I'm here to help you, to end
the painful strife. You call me
an angel, so let me
do my job, alright?

The keys on my laptop are
wearing away, it's not that old.
The screen is ***** with grime
I can't remember at all.
The hard drive is filled completely
with stories and pictures

of only you and me.

Words race across once
empty lines on blank pages
alone in sad books as those
books sit on dusty shelves
waiting to be reminded

of only you and me.

There are thoughts in my head
I never thought I'd think,
things that make me happy,
let me pretend that I am loved
or adored or maybe just wanted,
like in the dreams I had sometimes

of only you and me.

I know you wont see this,
you never really did look
when I asked anyway;
but if for some reason
you've found your way here
I miss the nights

of only you and me.

I miss the way whispers felt
dancing along my neck as
time seemed to stand still
and your arms kept me close
to you as we planed a life

of only you and me.

Really, I think I just wish
things were back to the time

of only you and me.
Of only you and me.

you and me...

I wish you could see the way
passers by stare every day;
Babe, I wish you knew
Just how everyone loves you.

You are beautiful and so fun
Cant you see your souls our sun.
When you laugh you sparkle and glow
You are amazing, dont you know?

Pretty girl wont you please smile
or simply sit and chat a while?
Everyone around here loves you
we all just wish you knew.

Words wander diwn linely paths
through my unexplainable mind
And along barren veins hiding
In the shadows that were once
My heart.

Simple, tired rhymes linger
at a party long over and dead
As cliche lines dance night
After night in the abandoned
Clubfor grumpy eyes and
Inebriated crowds outside
Outaide what was once
My soul.

I am dyimg to write, to
Get it out of my system
So I no longer have to
think if you, thats all
The voices remind me of now.

You should be here agaim,
I think you should write more
but Caligraphy's calling me
Over and over again to
come home and write.

But its not home
without you.

Caligraphy's calling ...
Caligraphy's calling...
Caligraphy's calling us home.

I'm lost in the notes of your breathing,
holding on to the damp nothingness
of your blank shirt and your strong arms
pulling me closer and closer to the
delicate beating of your perfect heart.

Mosquitos and ants buzzing around
eating the delicious nectar of our sweet
blood. Sweat drenching us both calling
nature to us in hopes of a midnight
snack incomparable to any other.

Stars dancing above us, one longing
to know us better falls through the
clouds only to make you wish
happiness for the both of us. The moon
shining bright white light of hope
reminding us all is well yet again.

Finally moving into bed, safe and warm
to allow sleep to over come our
sanity and hopes. Plastic butterflies
dancing above us from the ceiling
soothing me as though I were a baby
lying in a crib with my favorite blanket.

Your arms around me, bodies tight
breathing shallowly in sync as eyes
flutter closed once more off to a land
better than that of dreams. Oh how I
love this first memory of sanity
and risk. Oh how I love the feel
of this moment and of you pressed
ever so gently against me.

Please don't ever let this moment
fade, for I cannot recall ever being
more sane, more hopeful, or any
more perfect in the company of another.

I need you to promise me something,
promise you will never leave me.
You promised me everything would

be ok;

but how can anything be ok
if you are gone so far away?
Past the limit of time and space
to a completely different place.

You told me to listen to something
said you will never leave me.
You promised me everything would

work out;

honestly, I don't see how that can be
if you are not still here with me.
Maybe I am being selfish now
to leave you are the stupid cow!

Each night I heard you say everything
even that you will never leave me.
You promised me everything would

make sense;

and now you are doing terrible things
my angel will finally have some wings.
That does not make any sense to me
but I guess I do need to set you free.

Take yourself if you must
you truly hated life, I trust.
Remember me, always and forever
know you are my

favorite treasure.

Don't worry,

Everything will be better soon,
There is a solution to all of this.
Things like this just take a little time.

Oh baby boy, everythings o.k.,
Dont you cry honey.
It's just life, that's how it
Always seems to go.

Shush Darling,

Itll be over soon,
We've had enough of this.
I promise this is the last time.

Sweetie, someday itll be o.k.
Try to smile, please, honey.
People leave, that's how it
Always seems to go.

Sleep now,

Dawn will arrive soon,
Nothing ever darker than this.
Night only has so much time.

Baby, things will be o.k
People quit, their choice honey.
They just cant stay is how it
Always seems to go.

Don't worry,
It's o.k.