your honeyed amber wavy tresses
your alabaster smooth skin draped with cornflower blue veins
your devilish smile that melts any heart that you pass by
your crimson soaked lips that show your thirst & hunger & lust
your powerful deepening sea blue eyes that puts me in a eternal ******* trance

lestat's ruby drenched lips
pressed against my silken porcelain skin
making me tremble with delight
looking deeply into me with those darkening azure blue eyes
grinning with delicious glee

how can i sit here with my heart half ripped out of my chest
it still barely beating as i'm breathing
feeling hopeless, lost & alone
having the sensation that no one will ever be there for me
i wish i could run away, start a new & happier life, but that will never be cause i'll be stuck in a prison of my own hell

love is blind
you don't know what to expect of it
it can either rip you to shreds or make you feel like you're in heaven
it's a tossed coin really
but you can't expect it when it hits you and sometimes it hurts and sometimes it'll heal but you don't know which

my heart is swollen with sadness and pain
when will it ever go away
all those years i spent on you
wasnt really true
was it all a dream or a phase
that had made you change
even through all the thorns, the blades, the hell i went through for you
in your mind that wasnt even true?

my fiery and forgiving god of mischievous delight and pranks
who holds me in his loving embrace to shield me from harm
guide me and protect me from the stabbing swords that have fell on me cutting, slicing and gashing into me to cry in anguish and pain
love me and be tender to me like a gentle, caring lover that will never betray me, pray to you my ever loving handsome god, loki, may the valkyries bless me as well and guard me as well as loki's children keep me from danger

falling tears like crystal diamonds from a angelic face that is in forever pain, wishing & hoping that a breath of life will be better soon even though a silvery dagger has been plunged and lodged deeply into the still beating heart of the innocent one.