You make me want to laugh when i want to cry
You make me live when i wan't to die
You make me smile when i wan't to frown
      You turned my life upside down
Believe in me when no one else does
       You're my now, my is, my was
When you call my name, i begin to blush
I'm afraid people will notice i need you so much
When i'm with you time seems to flies by so fast

I love you with all my heart to the point where i cant explain it
When I look into your eyes I see a maple forest brown in the mist
                                of a beautiful fall season.

Your thick hair between my fingers runs & smooth like obsidian that
                                 flickers in the sunlight

         Your heart brings me joy that it fills a vessel in my heart

               Your laughter is like birds singing in the woods.
        
                A naturally beautiful, pleasant sound to my ears.
                
                Your'e my light when its dark and gloomy

be the only one to hold you
be the only one to love you
be the only one to spoil you
be the only one to marry you
be the only one to protect you
be the only one to kiss you
be your one and only.

i'm not a mistake
but i am a problem
however you can't just solve me

you have to listen
you have to witness
the damage that you've been causing

to make me like this
i was never normal
but i was never this faulty

i can't function
i can't deal with this normally
but i will try to do so calmly

.
                                     please
                            i said please
            why didn't you listen?
                                                         ­                i swear i didn't hurt you
                                                             ­            that'd hurt me
                                                              ­           too
                                          but
                            you hurt me
    why would i lie about that?
                                                           ­              it was supposed to feel good
                                                            ­             at least it was for
                                                             ­            me