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Mirror, Mirror on the wall

was i always men't to fall?

roses white & the dying light.

silvers forgiving silver bite

i ask "why"

no answers are found

& i'll rot deep

beneath the ground.
my
existence
is not
about
how
desirable
you find
me
I found a family
that will never leave
A home were i always belonged.
A family that is forever mine.


                     I Am Adopted
               ~~December 24, 2001
I was adopted at 8 weeks old and when i was 16 i finally accepted it.
'Its raining in my heart
like it's raining in the city.
What is this sadness
that pierces my heart?'
You're sad because you're sad.
It's psychic. It's the age. It's chemical.
Go see a shrink or take a pill,
or hug your sadness like an eyeless doll
you need to sleep.

Well, all children are sad
but some get over it.
Count your blessings. Better than that,
buy a hat. Buy a coat or pet.
Take up dancing to forget.

Forget what?
Your sadness, your shadow,
whatever it was that was done to you
the day of the lawn party
when you came inside flushed with the sun,
your mouth sulky with sugar,
in your new dress with the ribbon
and the ice-cream smear,
and said to yourself in the bathroom,
I am not the favorite child.

My darling, when it comes
right down to it
and the light fails and the fog rolls in
and you're trapped in your overturned body
under a blanket or burning car,

and the red flame is seeping out of you
and igniting the tarmac beside your head
or else the floor, or else the pillow,
none of us is;
or else we all are.
My heart is hurting, but
i feel like they don't care
worst heartbreak of the ******* world
she cried.
she wanted to die.
"i'm fine"
she lied.
sometimes you cant
let go of
what's making
you sad, because
it was the only
thing that made
you happy
a man
can't stand seeing
his woman hurt.
he's careful
with his decisions
and actions,
so he never has
to be responsible
of her pain.
** hum true so sad but true
The past winds have broken my wings
As I can't fly anymore in life
I have lost the vision to see
And I have lost my reason to survive
I have lost everything that I have called mine
If this was to happen & destined
The why did I find love in life
A love so pure I could not find
Feeling of pain & rejection
As everything is lost
My heart I can't find.
sometimes i feel that love is jut a word.. with no feeling to it
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