I can't go on
I can't live like this
Maybe I'll just disappear
No one will notice
I'm just wasted space
I'm just a pathetic mess
I'm just gonna go to sleep
And hope I never wake up
Good Night to the world

Her eyes trace the outline
Of every scar she made
Wondering everyday
Will she ever be the same

She tried to hold on
To every faint glimmer of hope
She tried to hold on
Till you snapped the rope

She plummeted down
Screaming as she fell
But she dragged you down with her
Now your both in Hell

She won't let you leave
So you'll suffer with her
In this dark lonely place
Thats a manifestation of her fears

You see everything that scared her
Everything you did
You don't regret it at all
You seem to be content

You smile at her sadness
Smirk at her crying
Laugh at her depression
And chuckle at her lying there

You walk away from her
Leaving her to rot
But she will crawl back up
And what happens next will be your fault

"Its against the rules"
"Put it away"
"You can't focus with that on"
"Its a distraction"
ENOUGH
Thats all you ever say
Thats all I ever hear
Im tired of it
Just let me be
Just leave me alone
Why do you forbid it?
Its the only thing that calms
Its the only thing that relaxes
But to you
Its just a sinful melody
To me, its my savior
To you, its my downfall
To me, its an angel
To you, its a demon
But in the end
I know what it is
Its the reason I am still sane
But you just don't see it

How can I still do this?
How can I keep moving?
I'm scared to advance
I'm scared I might fall
I'm terrified of failure
I hear the same things
"You have the potential"
"You can do so much better"
"There is so such thing as trying"
"You need to apply yourself more"
I'm sick of it
I'm tired of hearing it
I want to go at my own pace
I want to go one day
Where this stress does not tire me out
Where I don't go home tired out
Just stop with all this
Just please
Stop

A fragile sheet of ice
Glistening on a semi frozen lake
One wrong step
And it will shatter
One wrong move
And it will break
You need to pin point your moves
Or else you will fall through
And drown in the icy depths
For some
The path is simple
For others
Its complex
Just remember
One wrong step
One wrong move
And you will end up drowning
Even if you make it out
You will never be the same
You will never again be you
So try not to drown
Because you can never really escape
The icy depths of Hell
In the end
There are two paths
Which will you choose?
Will you carefully move about the surface?
Or will you drown in the midst of your depression?
The final choice is yours
So choose wisely

They tell me to give in
They tell me just to give up
That im worthless
That im useless
Do I listen?
Sometimes
I can't help but want to give in
Give in to THEM
Let THEM take over
Just let THEM control my life
Should I even try anything anymore?
Im just a number
Im just another grade
Im just another student
Im just another girl
Im just nothing
And thats all I ever will be

Staring Staring
Staring at the world
Wondering would it matter
If I had never been born
Would anyone care?
Would anything be different?
Would there be something missing?
Would you feel something missing?
Probably not, am I right?
After all, I'm just an inconvience
Im just a shadow
Im just a wave in the rapid ocean
Just a pebble on the ground
I mean nothing
So what would it matter if I was gone?
What would you think if I was gone?
Would you miss my presence?
Would you miss my touch?
Would you miss my laugh?
Would you miss my smile?
Would you miss my kiss?
But most of all...
Would you miss me?