They say sadness,
Is a silent killer,
Momentarily seen,
As a soul destroyer.

It drains you,
It comsumes you,
It also drives you,
Into the arms,
Of bad habits.

Touch, so cold,
But effective too,
Sadness always remains,
And one day,
It will ruin you.

Energy gets lost,
Tissue gets wasted,
Your eyes will shut,
Your body left sedated,
Stuck in a trance,
Which gets stronger with time,
It's only a matter of,
Walking the line,
To the other side.

Champagne tears
Ruined my dress
Dressed to ****
With a smile
To match
Deadly forces
Are within me
The devil speaks
Like he's beside me
I always tremble
Tried not to stumble
Upon the hands
Of trouble

Drank from a poisoned cup
Which had no effect
Thinking I was saved
By my own God

But my sinning
Wasn't too holy
And my sins
Ultimately
Killed me

Slowly and surely
My addictions
Set me free

Not a morning person
Don't tear away
My covers

Struggling with this
Can't seem to eat
All I think about
Is collarbones
And thigh gaps
I'm obsessed
With the loss
Of body weight