I know it's not real
But it still cuts deep
I still cry for you
And feel everything
I can't help myself
I get pulled into your story
Every single time
And I can't stop myself
So late at night
When I'm crying for you
I tell myself over and over
*it's not real

Wandering through darkness, I can't see your face,
I'm broken and empty, seeking your grace.
Hoping to find you, my redeemer and Love,
You were sent here to save me by your father above.

As I look to the skies, you answer my call,
You're always with me no matter how far I fall.
So stat with me here, please stay with me now
I ask you to stay, on my knees I bow.

I'm so alone,
Lifting my eyes to your throne,
Oh Lord hear my beg and hear my plea,
Please stay, just stay with me.

Stay with me, stay by my side,
Heal my wounds, swallow my pride.
Stay with me, my path you'll lead,
Show me all you want, all I need.

Nothing is not something to be.
Broke & unemployed, for a year that was me.
Any friend who cares can see.
A mutual connection to give that part of me.
I envision a stable happiness of harmony.
A peace that is free.
A trusting love that's true that is he.
Big hearts & thoughtful minds that is we.
No secrets to find, no mysteries to untwine.
No regrets to rewind.
No promises to bind.
Nothing to hide.
Open book. Open wide.
A friend to confess & confide.
A journey & path to guide.
Prayers answered.
Whispered desires.
Untamed flames & passionate fires.
No untold lies.
Friends money can't buy.
No unanswered Questions of why.
No broken hearts that cry.
All that is true & fair.
Nothing pursued or dared.
Someone real to care.
A meaningful stare.
A loving heart, an honest feeling, a true passion.
A faithful promise.
A heart felt respect.
No one needs to correct.
An erased debt.
A winning bet. A reunion met. A commitment to get. A destiny & fate to let. A loving loyal pet. A plan to set.

I refuse to follow a trail
Where others,
carelessly crush
their individuality firmly
into the ground,
willingly hush their hopes and dreams
so they no longer make a sound,
bury them so deep,
they no longer can be found

You do as you please
but darling
listen to my hopes
bellowing below the seas
listen to my dreams
echoing in the breeze
because me?
i'll be blazing a trail so bright
it'll dull the suns light and
bring the trees to their knees.