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Cíara McNamara Jul 2015
Shower me with words and
words and more glorious words!
Cíara McNamara Jul 2015
He could pack his whole life into a guitar case
because there was no guitar in it.

I was there on the day it broke -
smashed against the wall
all wood and pointless strings
destroyed like forgotten dreams.

The bottle of whiskey on the dresser
was the only thing that made it real
the bottles cool touch
to sooth the burn as he drank it
hot and cold - familiar turmoil.

I sat on his bed
wearing only his jumper,
it smelled like an ashtray
that was gifted with him

He saw straight through me
the world now a different place
It's harshness had peaked
and life a disgrace

So he made a quick rollie
and packed up his life
walked straight from that room
and away from his life.
Cíara McNamara Jul 2015
Together
we are not
beautiful

Apart
we are
perfect

Alone
we are
nothing.
Cíara McNamara Jul 2015
Soon.

And the bells toll,
like a song anew.

One foot to be placed in front of another,
baby steps
to the lament of the bells,
slow and begrudging
of the new life
these bells are here to mark.

Soon.
Cíara McNamara Jul 2015
You are more beautiful
Than the dying lungs which gave you life,
That now are taking the very thing they gave you.

You are so much more than this disease
That with each aching breath is
Betraying the body you thought you knew so well.

We won't be angry with you
When you take your final sleep,
We will breathe a sigh, as you will be free from suffering.

You are more beautiful than that.
For my uncle, who encouraged me to write
Cíara McNamara Jul 2015
people glanced with arched eyebrows
and squinted stares,
they whispered to their friends
or make eye contact with another passer-by
had she seen herself before she left?
her fringe had been cut rather crooked,
and they thought she looked the fool.

If they really looked at her though,
they would see the dead despair in her eyes,
slumped shoulder
shielding a secret life.
They would see her weather beaten hands
that are tired.
she works seven days a week,
but doesn't see a penny of it,
and when she comes home
she has to fulfill her 'duties',
like a good wife.

her fringe is crooked
because she cut it herself,
by candlelight,
her hands shaking
fearing that he may see
and punish her
from straying from her 'duty'
Cíara McNamara Jul 2015
The bells are ringing loudly,
toiling for their muse.
There won't be another
to fill his shoes.

The bells are ringing louder,
as he makes his final stroll,
upon the shoulders
of his dearests sons.

The bells are ringing,
but no one here can hear,
there is an echo of ending life,
it's time to share our memories
while they are still ripe.

The bells are ringing loudly,
ticking like a fuse.
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