being without love
makes me sore
not holding onto life
not moving forward
not thinking clearly
i am a mess

suffocating
i am without good company
all alone
i want to breath fresh air again
feel free
i don't want to be trapped any longer

leaving the house
isn't a common occurrence
once i would do anything
to escape the tense air
these rooms hold
now
i hide away
in my room
with my mind
in complete control
i guess i don't care anymore

the thought of you
makes me shiver
what we once had
is lost forever

mid saturday morning
drowning in coffee
lost in thought
alone again

baby
take it easy
on my heart
i'm not like the other girls