wake up
get out of bed
get up
you will be late
hurry up
what is going on
get up

crying
tears of helplessness
i am glued to my bed
not because i want to be
i do not plan on having a bad day

i wish to be stronger
free from the anxiety
the stress
the worry

i hate living like this

i hate feeling this down
every single day
i feel trapped within myself
stuck
i want to break the cage
run free
it's just hard for me

For though my hands will burn with flame
my heart remains the same.
I sit in silence patiently
my mind echoes your name.

My eyes are filled with fireflies
the sky is wet with rain.
These walls of mine breathe gentle sighs
I think of you again.

Where worlds collide is where I stand
the line seems far too thin.
I always wondered where you'd land
they always seem to win.

It seems like strength is not enough
like I can't do a thing.
My uselessness is haunting me
my screams are how I sing.

My will is burning in my eyes;
my heart is leaning back.
But even when the fire dies
my soul will still attack.

Will you forget me sometime soon?
Will pain make you move on?
The day you finally speak to me,
will everything be gone-

There's nothing you could ever do
to make me turn away.
But even if I stand by you
that doesn't mean you'll stay.

i am trying okay
i try everyday
things just aren't working out
i am sorry

she grew up in a cab in new york city
always wishing for a home
we made plans to meet in kansas
as i landed, she’d already gone

she’s been somewhere ‘round the bend
somewhere only god knows when
i made this bed i’m laying in
she falls in and out of love
i was born to chase the sun
i guess i'll burn myself again

we’re all fragile underneath
this coat of armor isn’t thick or deep
when we break it’s hard to hide
the way we hurt inside

when i come undone at the seams
my heart is on the floor for all to see
do that thing that i need
wrap your arms around me

we do our best to smile
fight the tears trying to creep from our eyes
when a smile just won’t disguise
we just crumble inside

so when i come undone at the seams
my heart is on the floor for all to see
do that thing that i need
wrap your arms around me