don't push aside your desires
don't ignore the feelings screaming inside you
there is a reason for everything that happens in your life
nothing is just chance
or not meant to be
follow your heart
always

trying to learn self love
i want to be so easy going again
carefree
happy with just being me
i don't always feel good enough
in fact most days i feel horrible
it's hard because
all i want
is to fall in love
but before i can love anyone else
i have to fall in love
with myself

cold nights
hot tea
sad thoughts
happy dreams
quiet chatter
loud laughter
small steps
huge leaps

i can't stand how you laugh
snigger at those less fortunate than you
you selfish cruel man
i wish you and your ***** ****** kind
would just change
no one should be mocked
for things they can't control

i am beginning to learn
the power
in saying nothing

a storm is brewing
i hear the thunder rumbling
it's been drizzling all day
wet and damp
cold outside
the fire's on in the living room
it's warm and cosy
oh how i love rainy nights

let's get out of here
run away
escape to the country
forget our worries for a while
put our problems on hold
and just let go
fall into freedom
and love
and stargaze at night
and explore old towns
you and me