i want to leave this world
start over again
somewhere else
with you

not a nerve in my body is able to let you go.
when i’m asleep, you’re in my dreams.
when i’m sober, you’re all my mind dances around.
when i’m wasted, you’re all i speak about.
when i’m lonely, your embrace is all i want.
how can’t you see how in love with you i am?
you’re every love song i hear.
you’re every fantasy i have.
you’re every tear i cry.
put me through hell and bring me back, just as long as you hold my hand through it all.
trap me in a room for hours with nothing but your company.
become my sanity rather than my melancholy.
prove my ideas of love wrong.
show me what it means to feel complete.

My family
I no longer know
At self-destruction
I have become the pro
I am at the lowest of lows
I am the Farrow
The black crow
My phone does not ring with a hello
Never been invited to the summer chateau
That still exists from long ago
I have  no mansion in escrow
I do not suffer from tennis elbow  
The money I borrow
I owe
I am at my lowest of lows
I am alone
No one to call my own
So many I have known
But yet here I am alone
Many relationships I have blown
Weddings at the alter postponed
Maybe because of my tone
Which I do not condone
Now all I know
It is real
My fate
Is going to be to die
Alone

hi
remember me
the pretty red head girl
full of love
and fun
and laughter
and hope
i'm back now
and i hope to stay

too many ways
to say you no longer love her
without making her understand
that this is the end
i always hope
you will fall back in love
with the first girl you fell for
but she's just fading away
in your mind
she can do nothing
to win back your heart
nothing