lost girl

lost girl Jun 2014

Refuse

Refuse to fall
Refuse to miss
Refuse to love
Refuse to kiss

Never been cheated
'Cause I never really cared
I refuse to be apart
of your sick, sick love affair

(a.d)

Jun 2014

Larry Potter

Ironic

We cut trees
Then make papers
Where we write posters
To not cut trees.

We make money
To buy everything
But by having nothing
We let money make us.

We arm our troops
To build peace
Yet the same weapon
Is used to destroy peace.

We sacrifice our health
Just to save money
Only to spend it all
To save our health.

We destroy forests
To create cities
So that inside them
We can make forests.

Our lack of knowledge
Leads to ignorance
But the same is true
With knowing too much.

lost girl Jun 2014

They don't know.

They don't know
That I cry myself to sleep
That I am constantly sad
That I feel like I am drowning
That I cut myself
That my smiles are fake
That my laughs are forced
They don't know.

They don't know anything at all.

(a.d)

lost girl Jun 2014

Is that really so?

You say you love the rain
Yet you shield yourself from getting wet.
You say you love the sun
Yet you cover your eyes when it gets too bright.
You say you love the wind
Yet you turn away when it becomes too much.
You say you love the snow
Yet you stay inside when it gets too cold.

You say you love me
Yet I don't think so.

(a.d)

Jun 2014

Amanda Kyara

Tired

I am tired of being used
like medicine to cure other people
when I'm unable to cure myself,

I am tired of being thrown to the side
like a crumpled up peace of paper
that once mattered to you,

I am tired of living in a world where
the only people considered your friends
are the ones who are truly your enemies,

I am tired of having to defend myself
for my actions of for my words

I am tired of being tired

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