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you fling the passenger door open
and f
         a
            l
              l
                 into the seat
people are dumb
no fun? i smile
sigh, i could spend all day
with you

I blink at him
and he just smiles
like he can feel my heart
pounding like a drum
so i just start the car
I am only eighteen
What do I know of love?
Never been kissed
Or known what it is like
To be so missed
That upon his return
I am swept into his arms
And he is so glad
That I did not fall to harm
In his absence
I may not know
The feelings that
Might appear
But that does not mean
I am naïve to these feelings
Slowly building inside of me
I see his face
And my heart begins to race
Some might call it a crush
Maybe so
I am in no rush
To discover if these feelings
Will be returned
Or if my heart will be stomped
And left to beat into dirt
I am not too young
To realize I might
Very well need him
And this first taste of love
Or just a fiery crush
It scares me
But despite my age
And the fear
I need to know
If this is love
Or just a young woman’s
Pathetic crush
Copyright 2012 Sarah Aubrey
They are all gone into the world of light!
    And I alone sit ling’ring here;
Their very memory is fair and bright,
        And my sad thoughts doth clear.

It glows and glitters in my cloudy breast,
    Like stars upon some gloomy grove,
Or those faint beams in which this hill is drest
        After the sun’s remove.

I see them walking in an air of glory,
    Whose light doth trample on my days:
My days, which are at best but dull and hoary,
         Mere glimmering and decays.

O holy Hope! and high Humility,
    High as the heavens above!
These are your walks, and you have show’d them me,
        To kindle my cold love.

Dear, beauteous Death! the jewel of the Just,
    Shining nowhere, but in the dark;
What mysteries do lie beyond thy dust,
        Could man outlook that mark!

He that hath found some fledg’d bird’s nest may know,
    At first sight, if the bird be flown;
But what fair well or grove he sings in now,
        That is to him unknown.

And yet as Angels in some brighter dreams
    Call to the soul, when man doth sleep:
So some strange thoughts transcend our wonted themes,
        And into glory peep.

If a star were confin’d into a tomb,
    Her captive flames must needs burn there;
But when the hand that lock’d her up gives room,
        She’ll shine through all the sphere.

O Father of eternal life, and all
    Created glories under Thee!
Resume Thy spirit from this world of thrall
        Into true liberty.

Either disperse these mists, which blot and fill
    My perspective still as they pass:
Or else remove me hence unto that hill,
        Where I shall need no glass.
I no longer feel alone
For when my feet are submerged in the ocean
I feel the pulse of millions of beings
As I expel a breath from my lungs
I know it will be inhaled by someone like me
Someone who once felt alone
And has now shared life with a stranger.
I dont blame you
For walking away
Only now i realize
The gravity of my mistakes

I dont blame you
For givin up on me
I see now
The person i used to be

I wish you'd let me show you
How sorry i really am
I apologize, i apologize
For not being the best that i can

I wish i were the greatest
Love story you could ever tell
I wish i knew back then
So i could have treated you well

Coz you stuck by me
You cried but you understood
You were patient
You did the best you could

I dont blame you
I know how much you hurt
I wish you knew that i know
Just how much you're really worth

Baby you're not easy
Easy to throw away
Trust me, i know now
Now that you're not here with me today

How did you do it
How did you stick around
With a girl like me
Far better you could have found

Id like to say thank you
Id like you to know
How sorry i am
I feel so low

I shouldve treated you better
I should have treated you right
Kiss you every morning
Hold your hand at night

I wish you find better
Better than i had to give
I wish you all the happiness
Even with this guilt i feel

I should have been there
I should have thought it through
You should know baby
I dont blame you
February 19, 2013
Around 3 in the afternoon
Bang! went the nails,
Crash! went the drill,
Down went the table,
And all was still

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