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Typing away letters in the dark
One for mom who never really saw
One for dad who was never there at all

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Writing letters in the dark
One for my sister who ran away
One for my brother who had no choice to stay

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Letters in the dark
Dripped with blood
Coated in tears
Letters in the dark
 Dec 2014 Lone Wolf
Xyns
Sadly, the fear is setting in
My trust issues are surfacing
And I'm afraid it wasn't true..
But baby You know I believe you..
I just have some problems to work through

Loving me is going to be a challenge
I'm going to make you want to leave
Make you dread staying
I'm going to ruin your mood and mine
And you're going to have to work overtime

But remember dear, I'm working too
Trying to fix myself so that I can be
Good enough for someone like you
You're my Player 1 and that amazes me
So, I love you. Just bear with me.
 Dec 2014 Lone Wolf
R
Dancing
 Dec 2014 Lone Wolf
R
Her fingers danced
Along my ribcage
As she told me why
I must be having pains
In my chest.

Her fingers danced
On my *******
As she cupped them sweetly
And nuzzled between them like
She's always belonged there.

Her fingers danced
Down my spine
As she counted the freckles
On my back and made constellations
Out of them.

Her fingers danced
In my hair
As she grabbed close to my
Scalp and pulled where she knows I'll
Respond with "Ohhh".

Her fingers danced
Down between my thighs
Floating above the ocean below and
Diving in to explore her sea.

Her fingers danced
Around my neck as her
Hands cupped my face and
Kissed my lips gently but
With a fire that only I could
Recognize.

Her fingers danced
As they intertwined with mine
Because what is more intimate than
The innocence of hand holding
With a promise of forever
Imbedded in our fingertips?
For L, who has been asking for this for a long time. I love you my sweet girl.
 Dec 2014 Lone Wolf
AJ
It's Over
 Dec 2014 Lone Wolf
AJ
"I love you dearly..."
You spoke those four words to me countless times,
like a mother should
but a mother also should notice
the harsh words that follow
that feel like a bullet her daughter's chest.
"You're tearing this family apart."
"Maybe you should have killed yourself."
"You're going to ruin Christmas."
"Nothing is wrong with you."
And how do you not notice the added bracelets?
Or see how a light's always on in my room in
the crazy hours of the night when you're  
creeping around for another swallow of pills?
Or how I lock my door when I go to a
friend's house so you don't go in there?
You told me you wanted to jump in front of a car.
A train.
Overdose.
You say we don't care.
Is that why you treat me this way?
I'm numb now, Mom.
I feel nothing.
You've done it again.
I thought it was over,
when I just started to trust you.
But now?
Now I don't trust you.
Or anybody.
it's not neat it doesn't flow nicely I don't care I'm numb I feel nothing there's nothing
"Nobody wants to go it on their own"

The loneliness seems to surround me
Tears flow down endlessly
I just want to finally believe

"Everyone wants to know they're not alone"

I sit in utter silence, waiting
For "Mr. Write", the real thing
A go-getter still interested in giving

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere"

Another lonely soul, who's been through pain
Been hurt over and over again
Maybe it even made them go insane

"There's gotta be somebody for me out there"

"The one", you know what I mean
Fills in the whole, fulfills my dreams
Truly, I want as good as they seem

"Nobody wants to be the last one there"

I can't be the only one who's in need
Begging, to at least not be made to bleed
Desperation, wanting truth isn't greed


"Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares"

A hand to hold, a soul to know
Doesn't have to be made of gold
A silver lining, only honestly told

There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere"

Emotional touch, caressing me deep
Within my soul, not only when I sleep
Shocking to life my wildest dreams

"There's gotta be somebody for me out there"

*Do you know,
Where is he?
Yes, Nickelback' s "Gotta Be Somebody", don't judge... Thx. :)
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