why do i keep doing this
to become and unbecome
at the same time

i want to change
yet i want to be the same
i want to go
yet i want to stay
i keep telling myself to do it
but i always find reasons not to
i keep pushing myself to let go
but i find reasons to hold on


i want to be me
but i don't know who i am
i want to change the world
but i'm the one who needs saving


**here i am screaming
without letting myself be heard

you've been putting yourself last
that's why people
started doing the same

if you won't prioritize yourself,
who will?

PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER
SO PEOPLE CAN PULL YOU UP

And now
if they ask me
if I am yours
I still say
Yes

As for you
I still hold you
not in my life
**but in my heart