Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
Little Azaleah Aug 2015
They say I don't know real hardships. But they don't know that I do know. In years from now, I'll be the only one left. I'll probably be left with my hardships alone, all by myself when you had someone to guide you through while I would have no one but myself. Do you ever had the time to ask me what I'm thinking? What I'm actually feeling? No, you didn't.
Yes, I'm still young. Yes, I don't know what you've gone through. But you didn't have the right to say that I didn't have any hardships. When I one day experience what you're gone through, it wouldn't be the same though. I probably wouldn't have the one thing you had, the two lights that guide you through the darks of the world.
And that scares me.

{E.I}
I don't want to be alone.
Little Azaleah Aug 2015
She work
herself so
hard, one
day she'd
just collapse.

{ E.I }
Little Azaleah Jul 2015
Though broken,
your smile still managed to make me fall.

{ E.I }
Little Azaleah Jul 2015
As you held my gaze to yours for the first time,
I tried to stop myself from looking away from your loving gaze.
As you held my hand for the first time,
I tried to resist letting go and wipe my sweaty hands on my jeans.
As you held my body close to yours for the first time,
I tried to calm down to stop the rapid beating of my heart.
As you press your lips against mine for the first time,
I tried to stop myself from lifting one of my feet off the ground.
As you start showing your eternal love to me for the first time,
I tried to stop myself from shying away from you as no one has ever loved me as much as you.

{ E.I }
Little Azaleah Jul 2015
All I wanted was to feel loved, is that wrong?

{E.I}
Little Azaleah Jul 2015
Almost everywhere
Everytime,
I'd always
stumbled upon you.
Why though?

{ E.I }
Little Azaleah Jul 2015
But you also ruined my mascara from all your hurting.

{E.I}
Part 2
Next page