A boy and a girl Laying in bed Ever so sweetly Touching is their heads They confess their love True soul mates they are And swear never to leave Whether too close or too far The girl looks at the boy And says why can't we wed The boy replies money is the reason Theyre ***** in this bed The boy has an idea One that will make her blush And show her she is more Than just a childhood crush The boy goes into his closet Brings back a piece of string Cuts a sliver off and says "can this be your ring" And in that moment Where magic danced in the night They became newly weds As he tied the string on tight
Cracking under pressure Relapsing Losing touch with reality losing her getting caught losing control being replaced not being good enough disappointing the people I love not being accepted rejection Being forgotten Growing old Hurting the people I love Breaking down Going back Being trapped *but I'm already trapped?
It is not the amount of time shared the amout of tears shed, or the laughter lines that embed: it is the cold, demeaning dread that encircles my head whenever our time together ends.