For I want all things beautiful
Full of love and wonder
I cannot bear the pain it brings me
But I've found out that there's something called the beatiful sorrow

Somehow a soul had become close to me,
For I see the love she has for thee
I honestly have nothing against it,
But maybe the timing and the life itself has.

I wonder why is it wrong to love some,
Is it because of the sacrifices it demands?
Or its just people.
And their selfish and closed minds.

I am really bewildered by the love you can bring
You know,I never really understood why.
But,then you came to one life
Changed everything all of a sudden

You brought the unexpected
You brought the butterflies
You brought the storm
That,I too would've bathe in

Don't worry,everything soon will be okay
I don't know how
But maybe,eventually,it will be
Love will be finding the way to that.

So my dear,I wouldn't want you hurt
I know it does,Because it pains to see me you
Beaten and stabbed,
By the knife you never held.

Oh darling you don't know
how your every decision affects someone.
Someone who was always there for you
Who had been with you for the longest time
Who has seen you mad, crying or the happiest being alive
And has always stayed even when you were at your worst

Don't make them feel like you have replaced them for someone new
For someone you've met and then became your world
they made you a part of theirs
but right now, you have not
They don't know what has been happening
Your presence is there- yet your mind is not

Have you noticed how hurt they are?
Have you given time for them, or have lessened it?

It wouldn't hurt to communicate without other things in your mind
It isn't bad to enjoy your time with them
Please I know that feeling..
It's bold, dynamic and new
But don't grow tired and seek comfort in something foreign
Don't be unfair like that
Remember them, Cherish them
for you may regret and lose them too
They love you darling
You would not want to hurt any other,
but darling,you've wounded some
You made a choice,a decision
without thinking about it's consequences
You can never keep all
For somethings never last the way you want them to

Insecurity* is my *Enemy
Lonesome is my Friend
Emptiness is my Safe Haven


*© Pax

i drift away from the world,
just when i listen to the song.
my heart breaks
for the reason that it tells me.

they tell me words,I cannot bear to hear
with the deafening silence surrounding me and you.
heartbreaking souls come towards me
slowly--then all of at once swiftly lifts me high

It wraps within me,
like the sky blue and gray
i could never forget,
the way you looked at me.

So serene,and full of hope
i guess that's why i jumped with you too.
But then again,here i am.
Slowly,fading to every word.

Every word spoken by the unknown soul
i,anywhere cannot find.
it kills me everytime
so hard,trying to find the words unspoken.

who said that only words spoken can ****?

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They might not need me—yet they might—
I’ll let my Heart be just in sight—
A smile so small as mine might be
Precisely their necessity—