I wonder where,
and how,
and in what form
shall we meet
again...

The mechanics are just easy...

Someone spins you around
in the middle of the universe
letting all the forces
stop you from choosing
who you really wanted,
so you end up
taking turns
until everyone leaves
you

alone and empty.

You know what's
most heartbreaking?

Seeing the back
of someone you used to lean on

fades

as he walks

away

for the
last time.

Mahal kita.

Ay, hindi.

Mahal
parin
pala
kita.

I never thought I could be at my best
when I learned how to sew all the rips
my heart hath gone thru.
Never had I imagined
how good I was in concealing
all the emotions I had to make thru.
Never had I noticed
how my hands ached
for not wiping a single tear
my eyes have kept.
Never had I let him see
how badly beaten my soul is.

And with these...

never had I realized
how all the wounds bleed
without feeling a single twinge.

It isn't perfect,
but it isn't ugly.

You love the sky so much
that when the shiniest star
hath moved,
you call a desp'rate plea
to win her back.

Never had you noticed
how firmly pinned I've been
on the same old spot
you once have loved.