As broken as I am Turning every situation left As if love has left And I’m trying to love yet My heart is Harden The possibilities of it being played with is endless My mind says So delicate my heart Be gentle with my heart I ask of you to kiss my mind With your eyes and let your lips Sync to the melodic getaways Let it play out Until the seasons repeat Let it play out Until forever more That I want to give it to you but I’m sensitive to every situation Dealt with it all in the past Not wanting to come across another project Trying to piece my heart together Simultaneously finding myself Wondering Why I could never get anything right Look at the waves how wild they can become Yet so soft sometimes Underneath lies a larges amount of nothing more But it depends how you look at it There is free Hillary written all over my canvas The pen ran dry The words remain the same with vivid details Safe me Reflected on her eyes My own eyes Your voice calms the wild Throughout the storms So soft spoken you are So driven with your art So multi talented *** you I’ll let you tell it Synced in with the melodic getaways The energy so fire yet water nor anything can put it out
Leaving me with so much on my mind I can't believe I roared the loudest in silent times and as time goes On I realized I would have Never been strong without loving myself first
IF YOU HAD A SIGN A TOKEN THAT CHANGED YOUR LIFE WOULD YOU TAKE THE CHANCE WOULD YOU LET IT CHANGE YOUR LIFE WHAT IF I TOLD YOU MY TOKEN WAS MY VOICE WOULD YOU TAKE THE CHANCE AND LISTEN IF YOU HAD A CHOICE THIS THAT HIGH FEELING REALLY LIFTED THIS THAT GREAT FEELING THIS THAT VISION THIS THAT WE SPEAK SHEIT INTO EXISTENCE SOME CAN'T STAND THE HEAT SO THEY DISTANCE NO PETTINESS HERE THAT AIN'T NOTHING NICE YOU NEVER KNOW IF YOU'LL SEE THEM TWICE THINKING YOU'LL SEE THEM TWICE WHY WOULD YOU MATCH NEGATIVE ENERGY WHY WOULD YOU EVEN WASTE YOUR TIME GROWTH IS ESSENTIAL I SEE THE POTENTIAL KEEP GOING NEVER STOP YOU DESTINED YOU BOUND PICTURE YOURSELF AT THE TOP BLESSINGS ON TOP OF MORE BLESSINGS CAREFUL WHO YOU KEEP AROUND
NATURALLY EXPRESSING YOUR FULL ESSENCE WITH THE ABILITY TO OPEN UP TO YOU, HAVING THE KEY FOR YOU TO SHOW ME ALL OF YOU, I WANT TO SEE, FEEL, HEAR, TASTE, EVERYTHING; YOU HOLD THAT DIAMOND PIECE THAT GEM NEVER HAD I EVER SEEN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SOUL
BEAUTIFUL LIES WERE YOUR TRUTH EVENTUALLY I GREW TIRED OF ALL OF THE REASONS YOU GAVE AND FOCUSED ON MYSELF BECAUSE YOU ONLY CARED ABOUT YOURSELF LOYALTY FIRST LOVE, ALWAYS
I miss you Texas I miss you last year Look how everything changed **** Yet your feelings didn’t Texas hot summer Became Alaska Freeze Took my heart, it froze and broke How do you fix that If you know, inform me I thought it was suppose to feel warm Laid back Mind left Not thinking of you Wanted to make something You wanted nothing Heart done froze Yet its warm now And I’m gone now No feelings left Yet I’m kinda stuck now Gotta go can’t stay stagnant now You first right I’m choosing me always Me first always I love me many firsts before this cold world I’m not part of I’d deserve real love I’d deserve the world and some if you ask me Thought you would have known I was strongly mistaken Its easy to switch water with ***** And maybe I was too depressed to smell But **** I was damaged Sheit slipped like time I tired to go back Right where I had none left So I started walking forward now Went back trying to find time And you could never get that sheit back Sheit got real My feeling dried out A hot girls summer She works hard for hers She loves herself the most When no one else would Started living Zen Thank God everyday for him he’s a wise man **** money Where your mind at ***** funds Where your mind at Focusing on all the wrong things Baby girl trying to build and You focused on yourself You don’t really love her You just want the Kat Confront yourself ***** Thats where your minds at **** Money **** Drugs Where your mind at Shorty was really digging you Somewhere deep is where her mind at Clouded mind Clouded mind Oh she loves hates her mind Trying to get right When everything else went left I never heard or seen em Left so quiet Abandonment situation left cold Abandonment situation Wherever no matter where she go Where your mind at Where your mind at Starting living Zen Only time and time again Living the luxury You don’t know anything about Where your mind at Where your mind at
Her tired mind aches for what she still struggles with Everyday is silent chaos, Silent because it’s all in her mind Silent because it slithers and it destroys her internal She lives her life running from everything Trying to hide but no matter where she goes Her mind knows her best some days are filled with happiness Yet she always wanted Joy