My thoughts so loud yet so silent
Be the light not the light switch
Control your thoughts don’t let it eat you
Baby girl you are so strong so beautiful
Your eyes let them see good
Although your going to see things that are going to surprise/ shock
Don’t let that shape how you view others
Not everyone shares the same motive
Your ears let them hear greatness
Control the sound.
Mute everything
Anything negative that distorts you in ways you feel bothered
For your mouth speak great power
Let your voice vibrate
Let your words disturb minds
Let it shake the room until the walls come tumbling down
Speak Volume
Your voice speaks value only speak TRUTH

There's too much to say
In a short amount of time
And she loses her words
And too much to say
Ends up too few
Because she gets nervous
And the butterfly wings
Are fragile
And her heart
Feels so too

I loved you in ways I thought loving you was right
I gave you everything
I loved you for you
& you, filled with euphoria began to see the world much differently
You never stopped searching

You’re so beautiful and your lips are to be kissed
and your body is for you to love
but first you must love yourself
and I gave you everything because you never asked
I fell in love with not only you
I fell in love with it
It was Joy

and you understood, for you I love

the stars were a blur
as I looked for the Moon

It never looked so beautiful

within the search I’ve felt bliss and beyond that I’ve felt a bit blue because although I’ve seen the Moon I’ve missed you more

this shall past of the seasons
the leaves will continue to fall every fall
and the sun would always be the sun
and you are changing with the madness mentally
as the chaos continues, it eats deep
leaving you naked with only the truth
of what you hold
the reasons why you grasp
isn't measure for words that exist only in the mind
only for you to be left with confusion and frustration
the seasons will past the world ages
and you have to learn to let go
for the best version of yourself in the near future  

there would be more to her name
meaning of bliss
that the days to come meant more days to feel more alive with the sunsets and excitement through process of learning
that each principle is taught only to help her grow as a person within herself. Within others.
that she will grow to love herself as her own being
love her skin and everything she came with

J.oy

The love stained every piece of me
It was Silent and chaotic simultaneously
The love that I imagined was a
Sense of euphoria through out my entire self
Seeking every book every anything
So it can fill every part that hasn't been touch or seen
I began to write, paint
Soon afterwards I turned to drugs
Is when I've finally
Felt the change within my poetry 
Within my painting
You gave it color, you brought it to life
You are my Medicine