Until when can I keep this charade
This mask full of deceit and lies
For the greater good I have suffered
For you I have kept silent
But now, others have noticed
Let the chains be broken, let the hounds howl
For when the chaos reigns and destruction resounds
I will be the center of it all

"I can never understand women"
Hypocrisy from a man who's never even tried to understand a woman.
And hence the man tried.
Every time he figures something out new strings of question pop
Why what when where how which why
The more you understand the less you know
The less you know the more you want to understand
"Ah", said the man.
"I give up".

And the cycle continues...

When does a person truly die?
When he draws his last breath?
When he sees his life flash before his eyes?
When he starts regretting all the choices he has made?

None of these.

It is when one is forgotten that they are truly dead. That is why he puts so much importance in leaving a footprint behind. A reminder for what was once him in this life.

Hopeless

Can't stop it from happening
Forbidden and taboo is spelt
exciting and new
Won't stop it from happening
tried and tried and tried but failed
Countless times and yet still not stopping
Like bees and flowers
Like Romeo and Juliet
Like happily ever after and Disney movies
You are hopeless

Once you have said that nothing has changed
Fake words spoken in a confused tongue
Dreaming the reality that you have fallen
Realizing the dream that you have not
Yet it spells out as hopeless

The smiles the laughter it is all fake
Deep down I still feel awake
Awake from the reality that I am still longing
Of the day that an angel would stand right beside me

This harsh reality is where I currently stood
Gazing at the sky wishing as hard as I could
Of the dream that one day I will be able to see
A future with you as my half to be

But alas a dream is but a dream no more no less
It is an illusion of hoping for the best
If only I am not content with just living the dream
Then the laughs and the smiles will be real and not dim