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  Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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i love and hate my body,
because even when i am dying inside,
my lungs are inhaling and exhaling air,
oxygenating my brain,
making blood flow,
causing my heart to beat,
even when im wishing it to stop.
  Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
effaced
'why? please dont leave me...'
'how can i leave you when ive already left myself...?'
  Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
effaced
moving on auto-pilot
i walk to the bathroom
run the bath
grab the pills
shake off the doubt
grab a knife
swallow the pills
get ready to end your life
slit-wrist to elbow-both arms
slide to the bottom
moving on auto-pilot
#suicide
  Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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boy meets girl
fall in love
live happily ever after.
so... cliché right?
wrong
1 out of ever 2 marriages end in divorce
and
1 out of every 2 marriages have had a spouse cheat..
so when you think happily ever after is cliché, think again.
in 5, 10, 20 years people won't even want to get married.
would you?
knowing that you have a 50% chance of divorcing 'the love of  your life' and even if it doesn't end in divorce there is a 50% chance that you will cheat, or will be cheated on?
  Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
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how
how can anyone love me when im so flawed and i cant even love myself?
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