I'm So fed up,
People always telling me,
I'm a sin,
That it's wrong I love a girl,
It's wrong I am able to go to bed at night happy,
It's so wrong,
And that I am going to hell,
What If
It was wrong that you were  boy that loved a girl,
Or a girl that loved a boy,
How could you go to sleep at night happy,
You're a sin,
You're going to hell,
That's nasty,
But
Yet, I sit back,
And Let you love,
Is it that bad?
Because I promise,
I'll take going to hell,
Over this girl..

"who are you going to formal with?"
"i'm taking myself..."

ive done this all for him,
and he doesnt even see.
how pathetic can i be?
but i love him you see.
i really shouldn't feel this way,
without him i feel a slow decay rotting me   a
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i dont want to be this way.
everyone that i love has hurt me,
the ones that i will forever love have hurt me the worst...
i havent seen my mother in 2 years.
i havent touched his skin, like those times late night spent.
i wonder where all these things that i loved went,
and why it was replaced with aching pain
coursing
through
my
very
dead
but
very
alive
veins.