He was a nice guy
He saw and gave what he could
He lived for the service
Even if there was nothing in return

She was a stranger
hazel eyes and brown hair
Only knew one thing
To give love even if she was scared

He craved for someone just like him
To love and care without return
To love and protect him,
and what's left of his heart

She only wanted someone to honor her
where she could love and protect
to rob him of his sadness
Even if she was in the abyss of darkness

One day in the pub drinking his sorrows
sits by him an innocent girl made of glass
whom he could see even her deepest value
And that moment he knew

Lost in nightmare, she stumbles in a pub
lost in thought, sits by a stranger
Something felt off about everything,
For the first time she felt safe, protected.

Moments later, they look eyes.
They both felt their sorrows, and warmth

The man thought, only those eyes make me happy
The women closed her eyes and smiled
The man said my buy a drink?
The girl, women, stranger just nodded

Lost In thought I found love she said
the man responds the most beautiful surprise
comes always when you least  expect it

summer day
It was just a summer day I remember,
I never had meet you but we talked,
I never seen you but I knew who you were
Seemed to be all a dream
But I can't seem to forget it
We walked
We talked
we even smiled at each other.
But it never ended my way,
It always ended with you choosing him anyways.
I tried,
but I failed,
even if today you long for me
I'm past your long,
because it was always my fail.

The distance between you and I
Forms a great gap,
We really can't see it or touch it
but it's there.
It feeds from us, nurturing off our agony
Day by day getting bigger, and deeper,
till one day, when there is so much agony,
that we become numb of life, and welcome death,
but just before we give in to all the darkness, comes a ray
a ray of pure goodness, a ray of courage to keep holding.
just a little push to climb that gap or even take away the distance.

Forgiveness
What does forgive mean?
well in my definition of forgive,
It isn't to stop blaming someone
, its to be able to live knowing
someone did something to you
even if it means blocking it out.
In my case it isn't like that,
The more I block someone,
the more shame I bring to myself.
Not only for acepting,
but for letting someone go of a judgmental thought or action
It just all seems to incriminate myself.