I long for the way your lips brush up against mine
And your scent lingers on me
For the way your eyes lock in on mine and everything thing else blurs around
Your fingers that trace my spine
Your hand that fits perfect in mine

I long for the day i may one day call you mine and me yours
Yet I know this day may never come for you are yours and yours alone.

My loyalty
Is gained
Easily

My trust
Is
A must

My love
Is harder still
Flying like a dove

But when the are given
My word is true
Life will be liven
Thinking of you

But if they are taken
And abused
You would be makin'
A
Mistake
For I'm filled with love
And hate

Quickly we forget
How fragile we all are  
And I fret
Over how you'll take this
Of how you'll react
I want you to know
I
Don't
Care

About your inner demons and self hate
They are keeping us apart
They intervene with fate

But I do care
And
Oh
So
Deeply
Love you

I feel my heart beating again
The world is collapsing
There's no way out but drown
Until I realized there is an up to this down

I feel something changing,
Something writhing
It's my soul black and dead
Ignited anew by a flame instead

Changing as I change
Feeling as I feel
I am no longer the leaf
Destined to fall

There is purpose to my growth
Reason to my being
I am one of many sisters, brothers
Surrounded by others

Not held down
But kept up
They are not the similar current
So I accept something different

I am the sun
Ready to shine
Upon the leaves
That kept me so safe

The ones you want to keep
And the ones you don't
The ones you do keep
And the ones you don't

They say don't make promises you can't keep
Does that stop you?
No, but you don't sleep

Do you try to make less promises,
Or do you simply keep every promise you make?

So I lay waiting

For someone to keep theirs to me
And I realize when I'm old and gray
That no one will be

Keeping promises like I do
So I'll be waiting for a prince
But I never knew

That I could stand on my own
Keeping promises the same way
Never putting my heart on loan

For promises are good
But trust is far better
When battling in the wood

Darkness beckoning
And the demons all around him
Reckoning

They ask for him
I plead no
But he goes

And I'm left with broken promises..