I can’t feel you anymore,
Winter’s begun,
I left open my door,
The frost is in layers around me,
I can’t feel you anymore,
No longer do I care to see, your face,
I can’t feel you anymore.

Blistering, burning, sizzling ball of fire taunting my ocean eyes,
Waves come and go like the pulse of those around me,
They left and I choked out those bitter words, bidding them farewell,
I hate goodbyes.

Mine hasn’t met skin in ages,
I’ve forgotten the warmth,
The only warmth I now know is of the mocking fury above me,
Beating down upon me, like your words in my brain.

That smell, dear God that smell,
The smell of new person, so innocent, so fresh,
He’s yet to go through Hell,
The Hell I go through as he’s passed around like a drug,
No one can get enough of,
Now It’s my turn,
He smiles and for a moment I actually don’t feel worthless.

She’s a cheerleader,
Full of zest and school spIRIT!
No one checks her bag for pills,
As she marches out of the cafeteria.
Off the bottle cap,
Out of their lives forever.

SNAP!
The fangs bare down upon you,
Darkness, red, darkness, white, red, red, red, darkness,
You feel the crunch,
The grind of bone,
To wake up in a puddle of sweat and realize you’re alone.