laura-jessica

laura-jessica Jun 2018

had.

i had a boy,
my boy.

he promised to love me,
but put a strain on my heart.

he didn't love me like he promised to me.

his lies are disgusting,
i even think his truths are fake.

it was bad enough you cheated,
but to lie to my face was even worse.

i had a little bitxh as a boyfriend.

Jun 2018

Alessia

*****

My best friend is a *****
She sleeps around
Spending more money on glitter lipstick then she does on study sheets

I call her a ***** but while shes asleep at night
I’m with her boyfriend
Sleeping in the sheets
And hiding in the covers

I am a ***** who can’t keep her hands to herself
Maybe my friends wouldn’t be fading away in the wind if I wasn’t getting faded with their boyfriends

I guess the glitter on her lips couldn’t compete with the things I could do with mine

This isn’t necessarily about me but this goes for people I’ve met or know even me for some

laura-jessica Jun 2018

me not my

you don't love me

you just love being between my thighs.

hey, i'm back

laura-jessica Jun 2018

...

i can't do this.

i'm done fighting.

i'm done crying.

i'm done breathing.

i'm just-

done.

May 2018

Ben Adam Johnston

Missed?

Cuts on my wrists
hands curled into fists
will i even be missed

Writing a note
i wrote
i love you and it wasn't your fault

That's a lie
i want to die and
its partly your fault

I can't tell you that so i
Sit and i cry

Why do i
Live like this

Will i even be missed

I am not in a good place anymore
I don't want to be here!

#suicide #death #cuts #crying

laura-jessica May 2018

can you?

can you hear my screaming silence
from where you're sitting?

can you hear my bleeding depression that seldom
slips out of my pale moon lips?

can you see my suffocating pain thats written in my eyes? its in fine print, but it is there.

can you see me? i am dying.

laura-jessica May 2018

fright in a mind

sometimes i scare myself so bad,

i want to runaway from my own mind.