only heard
in
my
dreams

her
relationship
recognized
our
screams


she­ brushed me
she brushes me
she brush
her brush
is
her sweet
word voice
?





















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.

stopped streaming
but the site
is
still
screaming
cry baby bridges
words taken
as
smidgen
smudges
for
your
soul
no
longer an poet


they couldn't take it
his 15 views
will lead
her
to
him

try and find me
in
his
poems
?















...
..
.

misses
missed
missing
marvels
mystery
maintains
mountounious
moun­taintops

more over than under
she still sees me crawling
perhaps she feels me
ask her


excuse me miss
have
you
that part

of my mind

of
one
line
same as love
ok miss
?
















...
..
..

from the heavens
my lips
are
perfected

my breath given freedom
these my pages
of
trial


my heart spoken
from beyond
broken
these
perfected lips

clouds daydream
of
me
kissing
on them
lovingly
love
ing
me
my perfected lips

know how to give that
pefected
first
kiss
never to miss
they were
perfect
kiss
sculpted
?






















...
..
.

in
yes
terd
ay
s
questions
another breath
from yester
day
wont fit
?














...
..
.

we
we're
not
born

of
the
dead
what head
have you
turned
talk
to me
don't try
to tell me
that you think
?


























...
..
.

they were
just words


shh
listen
i love you
listen again
i really love you
this mountain
will i give
have
we
an
will to give

love me here

answer me here
as my
lips
rest
on
you

whisper to me
beyond
any
what if
?



















...
..
.

we have licked
how much
we
love you
behind
every
post
age
stamp
we love you

?










...
..
.

my lovers left me
we were to mean

we really don't write
love letters


we mostly write
stupid ones

ok mim
we usually don't do this

but the only reason
i
ain't perfect
is because
you an me
ain't
together

you see the way these shaped writes look
crazy
just like you

do you like to kiss
do you like
to
french kiss

we heard you like to lie
let me lie with you


here let us
fluff
up
this
pillow

got the feeling your gonna
give us another
headache
sew
i
know he loves me
across your chest
here use my thoughts
they are
all
over you

you sure do smell good


if you see her
tell her
we
said
hey mim
?













...
..
.

johnny was playing
when he beat
the
devil

we
are
the
ink
that
thinks
when
your
eyelids blink


if
you
think
you will
catch me
in
the
middle
just remember
we are the fiddle
?














...
..
.

your pews down
our hate
is
trying
out your love
?




















...
..
.

that's
Jesus
not hey suess
?


















...
..
.

to real
stay fake
my heart
stole
break
what part
of you couldn't we shake
answer me
in
the
shower
part my skin
with your tower
lean into me
like you
were
me
stop
kissing me
you are hurting me
what are these lies or screams
your lines are sewn long
down my throat
i can't breathe
i can't breath
i cant
i can
i



i






i









we don't want to play no me
this game
of
dare
my blood



this stream can run shallow
said the boy to the waterfall
the girl was stop dazed from his lips
hey wait
an
minute










who keep writing for me
?















....

sepent hands
insanitys glance
we wont dance
our art
has
inert
hands
watch me
glowing
take
this
kiss
it
demands
watch them
serpent hands
?
















...
..
.

ma lee claw richard
****
is
not
my friend
molly klaudic
?













...
..
.

cant make
what
God
gave

you can
only give
love



life aint about you
?








...
..
.

...

we
are
that
ramble
that left
them
in
shambles
thats what
we are
?

...
..
.

she cried
in
an
circle

she thought

till
puddles
she cried
then
she
an
me
but
not really

am
i
her

no no no
not
really
she cried
?






...
..
.

we're were
same from
the
spell check

mind checked no

for them sometimes
for me always
less the mote
and
an
motionless

key detective
she was still hiding me
in
her
trunk

we told her
she would
love me
more
she
didn
under
stand
me

we told her she would love me more

ok so

understand

under
stand

overstand

understand

under
stand

­we stand under

this makes us
understand
we
know
she
never
under stood

we hope she we remember

we're were
?









these dots
for her
...
..
.

...
..
.



muse me
from these
puddles
?



...
..
.

why would you be climbing
if there wasnt
an
other side

she was singing
we could tell
by
her
words
she was
to stupid
to under
stand
tell
me
why
would you be climbing

why are you climbing
oh the woe
how
beautiful
is
the
sound
from the
mouth
of
an
who're
don't hate me because im beautiful
?














...
..
.

.
to me
watch
me make
your periods
turn
to
tears

she came to me
my eyes had been stale
she seemed to have
enough life
in
her
eyes

we were confused
she set my eyes ablaze
with her *******
she has
an
measurement requirement

aside from poetry
this thought makes me
nauseous
to
think
she thought
like that
she
is
no piece

of
meat

now she is no peace in meet

how repentant
am
i

if the truth hurts
maybe
thats
why
we
wanted
to make her cry

not to be mean
perhaps show her
what we mean
i
mean
really

ok


ok
they clang
?












...
..
.

in
your
mothers
shoes

we dont care
if
she
danced
or not
you
don't know me

one steel toed boot
try me
on
?











...
..
.

let's do that

let's do this

crooked freaks
try me
try me
try on
my
love
look we can write
like
an
man


oh my
they really
like
my
style

they are love freaks
what if all my letters are to me
what would your opinions mean
let me answer me
in
am
poem


gay gay gay
we can make them gay
look look look
look at me
i
am
gay
i am flying gay


wing wing wing
wing me sir
oh
ma'am
oh ma'am
your feelings
body slam
here i am
slam
slam
slam

yes we bleed
who's reading me
whoops go the shallow
welcome to my hallow
now go away
choke hold
she was
she is
an
***

she was and is an he
trying to trick me
see we
are
delusional


or are we
this
is
our
last poetry box

hear what you read


we lost all our other
poem box keys
branded
glaciers
is
the
last me


not sure what the title
means to you
this
is
for
them

bellvadear is an man

beth is an man

when your words are all that is known
you will be dealt with accordingly
bellvadear beth
?


























...
..
.

from my glances
teach me here
from here
to
there

straighten my posture


oh
Lord

what have I
become

past the numb
past the heat
of
winters blaze

succumb

here
am
I
melting

of
this
flesh

what need have I

to capitalize

pass me
blood

my
drink

of
choice

bring my hatred to an point

stab stab stab

forgive me

my mind
of
stray

lead me back your way
this mind of consumption
these letters from me to me
what is it beyond me
that they read

that they read

that they read

eyes taken from me

eyes taken from me

let me not take thier eyes
let me not seek thier direction
they have nothing to offer me
there is nothing more important
in
my
life

what descisions have i
that my steps have lead me
to this tar put trap
barefoot
am
i

boots stuck

feet burn walking

on
hot
sand


keep me from sinking
beyond who
we know
i
am


thread your needle
stitch my lips
to honor
you
?











...
..
.

the bottle
the
jagged edges
are lip cutters
he drinks
he bleeds
he drips
on me
he
broke
?























...
..
.

silence
one time
in an flame
screams hear me
calling

lantern
wrote me
in the light
time it might
flicker


poetry
found me
it pushed me
the corner bleeds
breathe


love
is found
in the heart
feel it beating
pounds


chances
taken again
follow me here
they are leaning
constantly


breathing
chest heavy
drawers fall out
clothes learning to
fly
?











...
..
.

motion
lost
in
motion

turns to stab back
the wind blows
her over
he
dances

he is dancing
on flames
sheet
of
glass

in between

between

be tween
what are your
meaningless
words
to me
ask
an
other
?

















...
..
.

is so much more
goofy talked to him and mini
they got together
an
radedd my box

he has some stupid last name now
he figured out how smart we are
now he is trying to get me
to
be
his
imaginary girlfriends lover

he is the new micky mouse
?











...
..
.

hello sweetheart
thought we would
write till
the
art
came

your name woke me
we just stared
at
the
ceiling

tears would never roll down my cheek
we just layed there

this was last week
now
we
got
swimmers ear


should have made them
cheek roll tears




who
really
meant to
write
a la
cart


hello sweetheart
?













...
..
.

69 poems
wrongly
wrote
we
ain't
never
done
no
right-side
by the left hand
handing me cicles
from an squares
squashed
am
i
here
beyond laughter
night has fallen
scope ing me
peeling thoughts whence they came
missing words never heard a letter
cry with me if we may be so bold
here in this calm
i
am
the
touch
i am the touch that swirls you in love
tun around
69
poems
?













...
..
.

we would block
Johnny
but then
we couldn't
make him cry
see Johnny
on
the
school bus

he is trying
to climb
in
my
window
we have his
lovers trapend
in
my
minds
quicksand

if he appoaches
in
an
tackling motion
him we will block
?


















...
..
.

another day
under
this
mountains

see me here
pictures
clicking

what flash has blinded your words
that an friendship can not be attained


this my last
letter to you

what love was wasted

shall we say none
no love was wasted
only ones anger
from
hatred


ahh
lovers confusion


not that we thought
you
were
our lover

what are these words
an kiss for your flesh boyfriend
the one you says
keeps
you
from being hollow


what escape from reality
have we not granted you
that your mothers broken wine glasses
never cut my bare feet
as
i
waltzed
across the floor

tell me of my blood stains
the ones that still drop from your dream
listen as the echoe vibrates
through your every
torn out scream

what rose scented
has cursed
your affection

that my afflictions be known
pulling yourself from me
this mountain
has
weighed
upon my back
it's shadowy haze
memories fading
love remains
through
paper
we
cling to you


this ink was but an match

...

snap my fingers
to
the
sound

of flying flames

an kiss from your lips

by the quakes
of
insane

if first true love is just an test
good morning
katelynn beth
?






















...
..
.

to awake

what world have you
another question please
don't try
to
please me

lose the '
tell me not

Dragons breath
Elaborated death
Assumptions tests
Trying on an vest
Hating you best
Simple quest
for
our
world
?



















...
..
.

this is
not
for you
remember
i love you
smell
this
siltent letter
?






















...
..
.

would you dieing faster make you love me
?

we will continue to weep
what sprits have to to say we

ok sweetheart
this one time
only for you

i refer to myself and me as we

for an example
i love you
that is the spirit of love
if i want to steal your heart
that give me the spirit
of
an
thief
see
we
all
have these spirits try and get in us


now we hope this explains things for you

an other thing

about the an word
to be honest
we
like
the way
it reads
in our
mind
now
we
only have
one mind
no portion
of
mine
has been left blind
therefore we will
cotinue to weep
?















...
..
.

Knowing what to believe
Assumptions left behind
Trying most of the time
Even when i am blind
Love shows me its sighs
You are on my mind
Now and all the time
Noise is left behind

Believe that i love you
Every breath is true
Tell me my love
Honestly
?










...
..
.

we really know
carnal knowledge
F U
we
really know
?




















...
..
.

hollow
what are these words
never forced to swallow
what bird from flame
oh feathers
of
night

cling me her to these shadows
what dare
of
breath

she came with inscense
scent
of
flesh

howl to me in misery
oh moon with pleasures beams
soak through my flesh
here
as
i
dream


an
other
impression
her lips
in
motion
blowing calms
through the palms
?















...
..
.

...
..
.



her love was like
eating
an
cold
biscuit

mustard
in
the
wood
shed
am
i

yes
i­
am
pro
nounce
me right
love me
or learn
to fight
hama
ham
ah
hammer down
my love on her love
?




...
..
.

she touched
one
of
our
female roots

we remember crying

when
she
thouched
?






...
..
.

what is this
from
my
palms

blood drips
razor blade sips
child like manners
wording me to tears
cry with me here
she is crying
was it me
she asks
never
mind
me
her mother
never said that
she clipped our wings
here from the cage
we can see
my
wings
from my palms
?



















...
..
.

wise
beauty
bold
in
my heart

she leans on me
we stand
and
start

looking past what was had
groing wise
crying
mad

we hold each other
past dreams
on beauty
she
seams


beautiful colours
bright
an
bold
her fragrance
not even the wind
could hold
our same
beautiful
love
?



















...
..
.

are
my
fault
?






























...
..
.

is
published
on
the
stars
branded
?





























­


...
..
.

ha ha ha

he went mad
pointing his fingers
they
are
liars
he walks
away


bullets from confusion
what are we to believe
not i but you
not you but I
if
we
are
one
we are

if we are not
use my name
?
























...
..
.

they read
in
silence
mandalins
violence
loved
love
me
nots


oh how silent are we
breath left to fog window screens
collapsing what we know
as
sweet
memories

good over bad
who said that
what love
has
your
silence
cherished

meet me here
below your window
we know
you can
catch
an
kiss

see mine blowing
to
you

we have orchestrated an symphony
on
each
and every kiss

listen for our lips
joining
in
cosmic bliss


close your eyes
count to three
pucker up
now
your
kissing free


he closed his eyes
his lips felt
her
heart
he heard art
?

































...
..
.

what is an purple heart
it's an just before
broken
bruise
what
is
an
purple heart
?











...
..
.

could fill the blank spaces
my empty words fill blank spaces
every thought you ever had
has been consumed
by my empty
words

empty

empty

empty

empty me
strain me through
your spooned
womb

my stars are meant to be branded
my stars find their way from stranded
my glaciers are stone tears
my grinders have edges
that trim fear

this life flipped
on
an
granted coin

your silver is tarnished
what moth *****
have
dusted
your nose

that my empty words could be called empty

grab an bat
hit the *****
that albino bat
is me
backed
against
cave walls

screeching is my voice
free will is my choice
what does sever mean to me
all the ties that i teach to breath
turn around an put their claws in me
drain me here
pull the water
from
my
ducts

salt your image
with
flying
*****
from
my
empty words
?


















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..
.