mother from the womb
my caress has ended
by
waves
of
doom


she cried me
an
ladder to climb
the ladder
are the
first
to
fall from mine

come lay with me
let me sweep you
in
my
arms

she comes to me
our embrace
fallen
as
stars

together we are falling
this hand held blind
she watches me
from
the
clock
my koo-koo
always right on time

we caught her reflection
looking
in
the
water


they were pools
of
her
tears

she watches me again
swallowing her petals
she
is
so
lovely
watch again
as we dance
glitter falls like snow flakes
from the universe's hand
spinning my direction
her dress tangled me
in
her plans
her hair she braids
to the waves blue seas
she has me made
whispers
breathe on
me
?






















...
..
.

but it was

and still is
that first kiss
you thinking
of
me
when you gloss your lips


that broken heart
the one that
tore
you
apart

the blood they wipe
from their sleeves
while they ****
you and me

where
is
my
eglish teacher
was that history
that ripped
the
depths
from me

who are you
have you slept
with
our
mother

are your eyes
****** ing me
again

my love
could never
be
persuaded

it was never
?













...
..
.

under the bus
come on
over
an
tyrn
push
love
me
i
am
?















...
..
.

doesn't impress us
it just gives us
the impression
you will learn
what
the
word
who're means

daddy can't save you
where that eye shadow may
take
you

I
am
not
your
daddy
sweetheart

she lagged as we grabbed her
mother

she didn't think it was very funny
who's **** was in the corner
whos back was bleeding
were those my tears
those
we're
my
screams

they are still there
hiding
under
a wild
tongue
eye
shadow
?















...
..
.

my fingers banged
as
she sang
her lovely
tunes
was
it
me
or the man in the moons


ima tells you


my fingers banged
her heart
to
death

come on boys

ima done went
and
fanger bangerd
son of an gun
daddy spit
me out
of
his
shine for me son

my fanger banged
on the side of her neck
have her bruise
daylight
refused
to
protect

tel me
who
am
i

but an child at your feet
after you turned me to greed
i am never alls I'll be

who was me was way back then
still just yesterday pulled me in
take it back


take it all from me
teach me
an
prayer
beyond
this
in
sanity

write another song
sing me another womb
come on be my lady
as you plant me
weep within
your tomb
cry cry
cry
for me

beyond your grampas purple heart
think you could stick my head
back up there

he says
mom a im coming home"
we don't trust him
this for that


wait an minute
where did that song she was singing go
my
fingers
banged
?

have you crossed me
jump
oh
bridge builders
concrete me
an wall
jump
pirates luted
cross me
again
oh
river on golden locks
curse me under your breath
that witches scent of abduction
my boundaries did you say
what
boundries
bound dries
what
?










...
..
.

we were never
right
handed
green
eye
i
eyes
blind
she left
me me me me me me me me me me
how could she
oh my my poems
gave them to her
she put
an
match
burn burn burn


you freak she thought
or that freak
we ran
from
the
corner
of
her
mind
hurry
she says
then shes
calling me
leaving me
less love
no love
she
left me
?


















...
..

lest thing
we forgot
will
take
them longer

we jumped
?


















...
..
.

she comes with me
when
she
comes
she wonders when
she leaves
?


















...
..
.

i
am
art
lick
me
off
an
aartvark
?

i
am
three
and
an
a
half
years old
?


















...
..
.

in love

that your words have cursed me
what an shadow that has been cast
through sorrows fortunes
we have sewn sleeves
what fabric
do you
cling
cling
cling from me
cling to me


shaken bones you are to me
that you would drink from me
drink after what's been known
of
me

silence through these canyons
would you ever believe
my
love
for you


remote destinations we have waited
finding myself looking down on me again


what letters i haven't written
perhaps someone else will write
perhaps the mountains could
perhaps the mountains could inscribe
inscribe my love for you
in
the
clouds
here it is
that i scream
scream for you
scream for me
scream to
be
heard

when it rains
when it rains
this
is
my
love
for you




mountains etched 








blue
shoves
relapsed
who was trapped
?


















...
..
.

shee was an grown man
then he met me
he thought
we we're
cracy

thats
crazy
they stopped
writing poetry
that was me
she's was an grown man
?













...
..
.

i
am
always
naked
try
an
am
i
born naked
?













...
..
.

coloring
she smiled
and
then
looked
at
me
the time
inbetween
is what
the
crayons are for
?















...
..
.

so what
?














...
..
.

just look
at
them

gawk gawk gawk
buzzards like
chicken
hawk
one
by
three
they
multiply me

flown
am
i


drop drip drop
dripping
again
her
am
I
button

pink muffin
dance with me
she she she
she said
she
thought
i
was
an
woman


woe woe woe
man
woe
man
woe

what was he
amongst the boss
what were his boxers
doing
in
savanah
gorgia

now you've gone to far
he shouts as he flings
an
ax
**** me he screams
**** me
the black bear yawns
the butterflies giggle
let's go take
an
nap


the swan dive was dealt all the jokers
just word hawkers
?












...
..
.


just word gawkers

from one whisper
to
an
other
she wept
to me
from
the
clefts
how far

how far

how far

how far

it
echoes
we all
echoe
dream to me
in scents
of
your hair

Stake your meaning scribble it on me

letters that have fallen
call to me as the breeze
lightens the winds
of
change
every thing
changes
no
thing changes
what of corruption
she has bled me dry
that my callousness
of
hand
mind
heart
could be forgiven

he thought just
maybe she
thought
only
he
was confused

none of this should matter to you
brush yourself off
after
an
fall
hear me
crying
for
my
"eyelash dolls"
?



















...
..
.

hey a
let's watch
b do
the
c
thing
e may come

f for g
h say ain't
i
j
k
good

l m an n
don't know o
p
on
q
r
s
t
u gotta know

v
cause
xy an z
are
coming
home with me
?
















...
..
.

with what wings
we cried
listen
you
freaks


chaos will cling from me
he approached me
his eyes
of
green


what was this dream
he wouldn't allow me to leave
his hands
we're
all
over me


he jars my juices
lubricating
his
nooses

putting my mind
in
an
choke hold

he loves me
past old


this is our third life
he loves me so much
he killed
his
wife


we buried her
in alpphabit soup cans


we consume her twice
an
week

he says she says



never mind
you wouldn't
believe
me
anyways



well then
just
go from
me
?




















...
..
.

dont listen then read
we know you wont listen to me
we really doubt you can
even read
really
really
really
doubt
you can read
your ****** bleeds
you say what is this
to me
no
it
is
not
to
me
but it is to me
it is dripping
on me
listen
your pads are on my mind
your tampons stop my nose bleeds
your scent carried me deeply
have we not explained
the dragging
of
our lips from the womb
you think your different
well your not
there
is
an
difference
when you
do more than read
all you really have to do is listen
?













...
..
.

with
it
what
was
it

it
was
in
stars eyes

it was in her birth
now she
is
grown

my palms shatter
as
she
struggles
?







...
..
.

are
my
oath
?





















...
..
.

is
made
oh how
when
she kisses me
her lips
drenched
with our love
?





























...
..
.

out

what love
have
you
swallowed

what love
did you
want
to
go faster

what love did you
want
to
**** it

this is your love
this
is
all you
offer me
the taste
of
your flesh

that you could make me
prove my love
that you
could
make
me
want
to
lick your flesh

to turn you on by the pressing
of
my
palms

that my caress could prove that to you

she said
just shut up
an
pay me
mister
now
spit
me
?
























...
..
.

all
of
this
you'll know
that
i love you
that's what
you'll get
when
you
get
this
?













...
..
.

my lips waited
those kisses
we are
worth
it

cheap wine glasses don't have the rim
to support our lips

them wine glasses
cheap wine
glasses
zz top
fans
thunder-bird struck

oh what mighty eagle
what have you
with that
*****
word
on
my head

duty to be my love

she would only kiss me
if
my
lips
waited
?















...
..
.

meadows
clouds lined
with
scented candles
what creases
un-folded
lace
me
in
dreams

weave me through you
once again weave me
use me as yarn
colour me
beautiful
dance
with
me
again

under moonlight
our lips will connect
she pushed me
again
she
pulls me back to her


our lips crash
love
is
not
abrupt

of
all
the
whispers
why these
silent
?

















...
..
.

at my winter
hot coals
fell
from
my pocket
when she laughed
?



















...
..
.

could he ever
write an
other
love letter
she looked
he looked
it was
not
there
here
am
i
she looks over
he wants to
do that
*****
word to her


we get sad
put our
head
down

shake it and cry
that tear
but
with
such
velocity

we think that man
learned
to
weep


we think she asks
could he ever
?








...
..
.

*******
?


















...
..
.

take me
from
an
rip
to
an
tide
yeah yeah yeah take me
?













...
..
.

trace my soul
with her finger
tips
what
is this
to you
the
rocks
ask
as
they
slide down
mountains
they all
knew
she
could
?


















...
..
.

she loved me so much
you are
such
an liar
?















...
..
.

this note
watches
watch
me
float

out his arm in an band
stars rocking me to sleep
she sang me an lullaby
every teardrop she cried
she cried

love me love me
i
am
one
with
me
love me
love me

torn from pages
am
i

wrestling to be unfolded
here we lay
on
the
floor

look honey
ima
lit
match
im an going to
hold
on
to
?













...
..
.

if you like someone
without them knowing what it means
they will hate you
find some
words
to
go
with
your liking my writes
we know what hates
chances are
?





















...
..
.

before midnights stars
he approached me
whispering
on
my
sleeves
he approached me
she was or is
crying
in
the
rain
her tears form on my remains
dance do i on teardrop stains
he approached me
he approached me
we were writing
on thoughts
sent
from
her box
violently
he approached me
?







...
..
.

teeth

shattered from below
love made shadows stone
?


























...
..
.

are mine
33×9
minus
an
100 years
plus six more
riddle me from moons

black cats spit on my path
that's me licking
when they
attack

my death bleeds every day
****** from the womb
my words
displayed
see me
hear
me
chewing

on my fetus limbs
scratching
my
mothers
insides
from
with
in
blow on me

blow on me from the pipers sleeve
get your fake loves grip
outta me

her wrist slit from ear to ear
silence burgled
from
her
throat

my death is clear
we will
make
love
to
my
self
one more time

she whispered in my ear
wind chimes
we could
never
hear
reaching out to reach his demands
my ******* were hardened
by
his
old
hands
?




























...
..
.

she was so refined
she blew
lava snot
?











...
..
.

thank you








for teaching me what to hate
we really love to thank you
for
your
life
thank you
love
?
















...
..
.

tear ducts pink wink



simultaneous tears blink

my eyes
are
drowning
in my souls
fuse

my minds not sure what to think

how many times do they confuse
above
from pink love
thought as an partial
shove
tear
drops
pink wink
?













...
..
.

about me
after we
pulled
her
froman
mud puddle
we kissed
the mud
from
her
face
she forgot
?













...
..
.

all cast for you
ever star
every
line
for
you
what
if they were
?












...
..
.

Vertical
Arrival
Letting
Insanity
Neutralise

Totality
Induces
Ne­rves
Ecstasy

Securing
*******
Absorbing
You



Visual
Delays
­?




















...

"mama he's crazy"

you don't know me
but we still love you
you
are
now
outnumbered

we on top
or
on
bottom

will always equal
i love you
now
let
my
breath
rest on you


you ever heard that song
?







...
..
.

how crazy
serendipity
claiming
me

these words
mean nothing
mean everything
no
never
be mean

I
am
so so
sorry
you are
an
liar
?


















...
..
.

don't need
to know
we
weep
***** word
the
wind
?





















...
..
.

what tears
have you wept
from sorrow
has there
been
an
dream
that crossed
your morrow
what cling
do we
claim

arms stretched
no further
than
the
cross

he
cried
as
though forsaken
so that an soul
into hell
would
not
be
tossed

serve me on your table
eating bread and drinking tea
teach me if your able
that
we
may
share
the eternitys

repeat after me










the
beginning
an
the
end know
what tears
?





















...
..
.

her ruins
stretched ***
could never turn me on
the stench
of
her hex



lasts till after dawn



figers strung out
from fake feelings
dumb
in
doubt
her lust
comes on
her
an
peeling

that she weaved
through
razor
blade
scares
it's
often hard to breathe



splinters like memories
all bare feet on deck
she peked on my
my
window

before she took
my breath

we could tell you another story
but now there is nothing left

but
her ruins


















stretched ***
?









...
..
.