make her
lipstick
want
to
kiss me
do anything
hE
could
?









...
..
.

there were more than
half
an
tear
could
you drop
me in an
whole
ask
if
?










...
..
.

just past
the
wrath
nothing
could make
me

take an bath

***** clean
brillow

scrubbing beneath my pillow
dreams
on
it

memory glands
swollen
to
the
palm

of
mine
hands

this from me
blinking rapidly
heart pace faster
than
your
face
little tree me

lets take
an
other test

weep willow weep
tears run fast
another
one
just past
?









...
..
.

what more from nothing
the center
of
the
bubble claps

its
the
outer lining
crying
what
more



from
nothing
looking up
bubble tears
in
mine
eyes cry
what

more from nothing


get me out
of
here

this flesh is what
more
from
nothing



what serpent wishes
what more from
nothing
?










...
..
.

time me
from
demise
arms stretched
beyond my love
from
star grown pedals
sculpted from dust
here me breathe
one two three
listen to me
they leave
never
ing
me
try

try

try

there went the ing thing

from this pool
of
sorrow

tears welcomed me

my passion
is
for

an
new
?











...
..
.

from my glances
teach me here
from here
to
there

straighten my posture


oh
Lord

what have I
become

past the numb
past the heat
of
winters blaze

succumb

here
am
I
melting

of
this
flesh

what need have I

to capitalize

pass me
blood

my
drink

of
choice

bring my hatred to an point

stab stab stab

forgive me

my mind
of
stray

lead me back your way
this mind of consumption
these letters from me to me
what is it beyond me
that they read

that they read

that they read

eyes taken from me

eyes taken from me

let me not take thier eyes
let me not seek thier direction
they have nothing to offer me
there is nothing more important
in
my
life

what descisions have i
that my steps have lead me
to this tar put trap
barefoot
am
i

boots stuck

feet burn walking

on
hot
sand


keep me from sinking
beyond who
we know
i
am


thread your needle
stitch my lips
to honor
you
?











...
..
.

what words have i

perhaps not

wage for me not

wage for me

what sleep
confuses

confused

none here for me

shoulders pressed back

head adjusts for pick-up

meet me here says

says
says
says
silence
from myself
speak to me
no more
voice
on
my
mind
get away
what words
have
I


this shadow

this trembling shadow

the one that has been

following me

it trembled

away

from me

as it appeared confused

from my confusion it lived

it breathes from me

took my breath

what we thought was what we thought

water stolen from your bowels

slaughtering rainbowed howls
what words
have
I
?









...
..
.