It's beaten
It's over
It's done
I have finally *won

And I guess there's a hidden fear
that if you cheat on this,
what else will you willingly cheat on?

I'll spend the rest of my life blaming myself for something you did

Every time I look at you, I don't understand
Why you let the things you did get so out of hand
You would've managed better if you had it planned

Forget me
I couldn't hate you anymore than I already do
You ******* up that relationship
Don't **** over this one because you're stuck on impressions

My fingertips taste like the skin across your shaking shoulders

Tears stain my pillow and I wonder how many of them were shed for you

Please don't say you're obsessed with me
I've had quite enough of obsessive love
It never works out right
I just want you to love me
Love my temper and my moods and my heart full of contempt
Love my laugh and my smile and
my hands full of love
But don't say you're obsessed with me
It never works out right

Are you waiting for my seams to unwind?

Maybe setting it aflame would help
Add incense for good measure and taste

Promises, promises
I don't owe you anything anymore

I don't see the light,
but the path leading on.

Bitterness doesn't suit you
But it does match your eyes

I'm tired of staying awake for nothing I'm tired of spending nights counting ******* sheep I'm tired of being tired I'm tired of living lies I'm tired of hiding how I feel I'm tired I'm tired I'm dead

Your eyes are even more beautiful when they're set to the background rain

Yet I side with the angels

Are you angry because my parents don't know and yours do? Do they treat you even worse now? Do you want me to feel the same pain you do every time your mother looks at you?
That's low, but then again, you've stooped lower.

Maybe God has a plan for me
but she sells me out like my skin's for free

As if I didn't feel your eyes following my every move

Loving you is easy

Everything is quiet in the eye of the storm

I spent countless nights in your bed,
shedding tears and wishing for death

You dreamed and you talked big,
but honestly, did you do anything to get there?

My fears have been swept away on winter winds
And there's no stopping me now

Everything you do, you do for you.

It breaks and it bleeds and I watch

"Every morning I wake up disappointed because I didn't die."

All we'll do is break, like fine China falling from it's home on a cabinet shelf

I threw away the pain
because so much lingers in a smell

I'm afraid to watch you stumble and fall because I know I won't be there to bandage your scraped knees

I don't want to hear a single word you have to say. Knowing you, it's going to be a bunch of "I'm sorry" ******* with a "Don't go to the school with this" thrown in there. Yeah, *******, whatever. I can't even look at you without wanting to break your nose. What makes you think I want to listen to the **** spilling from your liar's mouth? No, thank you. I think I'll survive without a ******* apology for something you probably don't remember.

You crave touch, but no one is willing to pick up the baggage that comes along with you.

I thought I'd never love this way again,
but you held out your hand and pulled me in.

I kiss you so often because I cannot find the right words to say

Kiss away the pressure residing in my lungs

As your lips grazed my pulse,
I wondered if you could feel my heart
shuddering in my empty chest

Grip my hand and follow me
I'll lead you down this twisted path
No, it's not according to plan
But I promise it's the way less travelled

If a **** isn't given, was it had at all?

If you were dead, I wouldn't even blink.
Does that make me cruel?

I've thought about it so many times
Whether I would whisper it in the morning
Or simply state it late at night
And I've thought about the look in your eyes
Maybe hatred or love  
Compassion or pity
Either way, I'd be terrified  
So say you'll still love me
Say you'll still want me to stay
Because I don't know how I'd handle
Being a stranger in this family

You want and want and want but once you get, you give back... even when you're not wanted.

I sleep on the side of the pillow that smells least like your skin

You tried to guilt me into staying yours.
How did that work out?

I'm waiting for you to shatter
Because the glue isn't holding so well

The only thing keeping me alive
Is the fear of what you'll see
When you come to say "Good night"

Stop watching
Stop listening
I don't want you to see