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K603 Oct 2015
Heaven won't let me in.
I stood at the gates and everyone just looked at me, no one came to me
No one let me I saw a few weep
The gates far to steep

...

Then a beautiful angel stood beside me
His eyes held a fire red
it burned my very soul
I took his Hand and we decended
I watched the sky of gold disappear and down I went.
It was dark then light
It is beautiful my smile was growing, warmth filled me.
I am home.

The devil told me I deserved nothing less than to be
Queen
To rule by his side.

Queen sounds good to me
And my king so handsome and as hard as I
Queen.

Then you showed up in shackles,
The man who broke me
...

The devil smiled
I frowned

I must choose
you to the pit and be a Queen,
Or
let you go let you be happy and loose the chance of eternal happiness
...

Here we stand my love,
Do you remember the hurt you put in me?
The pain and cold you left?
I broke so many after you just trying to heal myself and it took my life.

...

Once upon a time I would have saved you.
I would have given anything to keep the pain away from you

But that was long ago and since you have faded
To a distant memory

...

I look into you and I can see you hurt when you hurt me but you did it anyways
I see your pain now.
But I see nothing,
Feel nothing
You crushed my heart killed my soul
This is your doing, you signed your own death certificate.
Away you go my love
For I am Queen

...

And I rule now
I hope you hurt, I hope you have a daughter and a boy like you come along.
K603 Oct 2015
I'm sober now because I have stopped drinking you
I still miss the burn
But I'm loosing the yearn
Recovering from the wounds you left.
K603 Oct 2015
When the Sun comes to collect the Stars,
Do you think you could bring back
My broken
Heart
The soul
You stole.

I need them to live my life
I need them to feel
To be good
To understand

I need them to be human again
Not this monster
I can't be this monster anymore
I'm living and learning.  Nothing is free and you new to give things back when it's time.
K603 Oct 2015
I want to hold on
To this small little light it is so crazy to see
Something so small something so bright
I'm filled with wonder hope and relinquish myself to a few little rays that have started to shine once again
But my feet are still unsteady
I still wobble when I walk
I am not yet ready
To walk with you behind me because I can't even walk alone
I need to be able to take my steps without you holding my hand that way if you ever go
I'll be already gone
Walkin on my own headed into the dawn long before you ever get the chance
To say good bye

I'm not sure I believe in love anymore
The last one left me sore
So please don't blame me for I don't want to hurt you
Nor do I want to hurt myself
So let me wobble and toddle about
Maybe someday I'll feel without doubt
A 2:30 am write, woke up from a dream.
Be strong because it will all work out in the end
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