Dinner of Judgments

In a world full of false judgments,
Totally deceived by their senses,
Two genuine souls
Were dining at the table of truth,
Eating with love, laughter, and life,
Enjoying the precious moments.
It felt like no one was around.
Time stopped running.
No criticism.

You were standing in front of the crowd
Wearing the color of purity
White as the cotton and clouds
Clean as your intentions on me.

I walked slowly towards your way
Wearing the color of romance
Red as the rose and fire
To make your cold spirit warm.

As our bodies embraced one another
Two hearts made a distinct harmony
Even the great Bach won't understand
Love is really unexplainable
It is maybe the eyes to hear
Or perhaps ears to see.

We were kingdoms and oceans apart,
Until I met you in a distant land.
Love slowly thawed our frozen hearts,
As we reached out, hand in hand.
I held your caring soul so near,
And you embraced me, flaws and all.
Together, we became whole,
As another chapter begins to unfold.

When you left, you had your reasons,
I whispered, “I understand.”
But deep down, I don’t.
My fault, my regret,
I’m still caught in the why,
Lost in overthinking.

I loved you
More than I loved myself,
Sacrificed all I had,
Thinking, “I’ll be fine.”
But now, I ache for your arms,
And all I feel is cold and blue.

Your smile,
I crave it so much,
Staring at your photos,
Counting the countless times
I’ve tried to remember
How it felt.
Where are you now?
Will you ever return?

I wait—patient,
Though I have little to cling to,
No promises, no guarantees.
I’m still tangled in your spell,
Blinded by the echoes of your words.

They say I’m foolish,
For believing in your promises,
But I’m in love with the illusion you gave me.
Please don’t wake me up,
Not until I uncover
The truth that you’ve already left me behind.

God once gave sinners grace,
So who am I to hold back?
How many chances should I give?
I’m already lost,
Insanely in love with a fool.

I need your love, for I’m just a man,
Please let me hold your hand.
I don’t have a grand design,
But trust my heart, and you’ll find it's fine.

You say I’m crazy, and maybe I am,
Crazy in love, I’m your biggest fan.
Come on, don’t be shy,
I’ll paint your world with colors that fly.

I want to rest upon your arm,
And talk through the endless night.
I’ll keep you safe, away from harm,
I’ll love you with all my might.

The memories we’ve made, so bright,
Are written in the stars above.
Every word I speak, so right,
We’ll never say goodbye, my love.