Kollitiki Vradypodes: Favorites

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

Pretty

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

Ember Evanescent

Pretty

I don't understand why I am so caught up
In wanting go be pretty
You can BUY pretty
It comes in pretty bottles
Scented cream-form
Sealable powder containers
And tube mixed with glitter
A beautiful soul
Cannot be bought
But a kind-of-ish guy friend
Told me I was pretty today
I think he was just being kind though
And I wouldn't be interested anyway
Then earlier today
Some random grade 2 kids
Yelled at me
As I was walking out the door:
You're hot
Great so five seven year old boys
Think I'm hot
I don't think that counts
In fact it probably means im extra ugly
'Cause you can't trust a grade 2's taste
But that's not my problem
My problem is
Beauty is aways
What girls are complimented on
When it is so common
It has a price tag.
What has our society descended to
When "pretty" is the goal

Idk, what do people think? Does a seven year old thinking I'm hot actually mean im extra ugly? Lol it was kinda funny though. Getting catcalled by someone who is up to my hips in height. Haha

#ugly #pretty

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

I'll Find You!

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

AA

I'll Find You!

I am searching for you for a long time,
where are you?

The girl who wouldn't make you wait on her hand and foot
but would do anything to make you happy.

The girl who would enjoy having a movie night
rather than going to some fancy restaurant.

The girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets
than go out and getting drunk .

The girl who'd give the world to see you smile.

But

those characteristics aren't important
But the girl that wouldn't break my heart is all that matters

Every girl is beautiful, it sometimes just takes the right guy to see it..

All Right Reserved@2014

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

[17 w]

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

ephemeral

[17 w]

Maybe if we all play at being okay
Then we can actually force ourselves into believing it

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

He's Back

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

Ena Alysopriono

He's Back

So he texted you again
We thought he wouldn't
I know he wouldn't have
If you had let me text him
But we decided it would be better
If I didn't get arrested
For texting violent death threats
From an overprotective friend
To the guy
Who hurt you
Now he is back
And I know you aren't planning
On getting ****** in
You tell me you are just waiting
For the moment to hurt him
Back, the way he hurt you
But
It could still happen
I'm worried it will happen
I don't want to see you hurt again
I will always be here to pick up your pieces
But I would rather see you whole
So please
Be careful
Don't let him **** you in

For my friend about the infidelity of some guy who can't make up his freaking mind.

#fakelove #overprotectivethreats #dontbelievehimokay

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

Dear Kollitiki

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

Ember Evanescent

Dear Kollitiki

Kollitiki, with regard to your girl problem
if you love her
and want there to be any hope of it working out between you two
I know you have been admiring her for a long time but
I cannot stress this enough
DO NOT tell her she smells different when she is awake!

just please don't do it.

#kollitiki

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

What it feels like

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

Ember Evanescent

What it feels like

So this is what it feels like
To actually think
you have a chance
with a guy
who is so far out of your league
that it is ridiculous
he has even noticed
your minor existence
I like it
So this is what it feels like
To start falling for a poet
to find someone attractive
for their soul
so this is what talking
to a "popular guy" feels like
when you
have always been
are still
and will always be
an "unpopular girl"
so this is what it feels like
to find a writer
and realize
there is so much potential
it is almost
impossible to believe
it is really happening
and you are really
feeling this happy
I like it
So this is what it feels like
To text a guy
everyday after school
send him pictures
of your face
not your body
and that
is all he asked you for
to have a guy call you pretty
everyday
to be titled a broad variety
of pretty things
by a truly hot boy
because he writes
he has a wide vocabulary
and a beautiful mind
so this is what it feels like
to feel wanted
by a boy
I like it
So this is what it feels like
To go on a trip
and come back
to the boy
who you
have been talking to
for months now
who has told you
he thinks
his mother
would like you
who has told you
he is going to
make your days together
special
who has told you
he wants
to take you
on a picnic
the boy
you thought about
everyday
while you were away
so this is what it feels like
to have him text you:
So, remember how I liked you?
In pastense
you notice the tense
right away
so this is what it feels like
to deal with
him telling you
he is "in love"
with his ex
he loves her so much
he wants her
so this is what it feels like
to feel used
and unwanted
and worthless
and not enough
and second place
and still like him
even though
it hurts
to still wish
his contact
would light up your screen
with a text message
that says: hey pretty girl
like he used to send
so this is how it feels
to be second best
I don't like it.
well, now I know how it feels

and I get to see his stupid ***** of an ex EVERY FCKING DAY. its great. -_-

#whatitfeelslike

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

More than I care to confess (Flirtationship memories)

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

Ember Evanescent

More than I care to confess (Flirtationship memories)

I guess deep down
In the parts of me
I try to ignore
As best I can
I will admit
There are nights
Where I begin
To ache
Missing
Whatever the hell it was
That we had
That "flirtationship"
I don't know what it was
But I know
It sure hurt like hell
When you told me
That you loved her
And I discovered
That all those months
I'd spent on you
Were a waste
Because you loved her
The whole time
Well tonight
Is one of those nights
Where I really
kind of
I guess
sort of
miss you
...more than I care to confess

I really wish I didn't miss him, but truth be told, I really did like him. :( sighhh

#iwishididntmissyou

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

Sleeves

Dec 2014 Kollitiki Vradypodes

Ember Evanescent

Sleeves

You know... you've been wearing long sleeves a lot.

I know it's cold out... but...
I just really, really care about you and I am WAY over analyzing, but I'm just a little bit worried 'cause you wear multiple layers of long sleeves... you can tell me anything, you know. I'd rather know than wonder and worry. I just really hope you're okay.

#worried #pleasebeokay #imgonnastabwinter #itsgonnabefine